I think I have heard of you before. >.>
But seriously, I'm trying to be on everyone's side, including yours. So let's say you are this "Emma" girl. I'm confused because you keep switching sides! First you take all the blame on Ari/Samantha, then next you insult yourself for things that the "Ari" did, and lastly you start blaming her again. Is there a real reason for this or are you trying to wiggle your way out?