Pot calling kettle black Shan? Make sure your records clean when talking about "cold and demeaning". Just sayin
But...why did you randomly apologise to everyone even though you claimed you'd done nothing. Like with me? You sought me out in pal and yet now say you'd done nothing to me..... As for Vegas, I'd be as equally livid if I'd helped you to discover you were a pathological liar who then reset on him. And STILL, the lies just keep coming.
Y'know, if you leave now, someday, maybe a year, or two from now, when you come back, everyone might've cooled down by then. Maybe we would've seen past it or something, but now isn't the right time. Everyone is mad, frustrated, and asking for a second (or 25th) chance is just increasing it. Let this die down. Take up a hobby. Meet new friends. Go to camp. Study. There's so much more you can do with your life than obsessing for someone's forgiveness in a social app. You'll look back on this and regret it, but what's better is that you would look back on this and regret it, yes, but you'd also be happy that you moved past it and actually did something productive. Well, I wish you the best in your REAL life. Adios.