Dude I don't know you, but I've know people with this problem. They feel it's the only way to stop or ease the pain inside them. It's not ok. There's other ways, talk to the people that care about you, that have experience in life, talk to a prossional. But cutting yourself is just a short term fix, it wont solve the real problems. The only thing that will do that is talking to people that care for you and reaching out to professionals who have experiance in dealing withthese things.