HUNTER!!! Pm!!! And u promised!! Also how about a stress ball? First get rid of the knives blades whatever!!! I know ppl on here care im one of them but u really need to reach out in RL too. I know it's hard taking that first step but u need to. Cutting and such could lead to other things that are not fixable...pls care about urself more. U wouldn't allow ur friends to do this why do it to yourself? U have to care about urself as much as u love and care for others.. U are first..
Dude I don't know you, but I've know people with this problem. They feel it's the only way to stop or ease the pain inside them. It's not ok. There's other ways, talk to the people that care about you, that have experience in life, talk to a prossional. But cutting yourself is just a short term fix, it wont solve the real problems. The only thing that will do that is talking to people that care for you and reaching out to professionals who have experiance in dealing withthese things.
Ok but dude there's better ways then that okay. Listen to poin okay. A stress ball, music breathing exercises. Get a book on mediation. I know it's helped others. Cut cutting your self won't help u in the long term, it will only make it worse. You realie on it more and more, and then your go from small little cuts to bigger ones to try to get the same feeling. If that starts happening the damage your do to your self will get worse and worse. There are other ways you need to talk to a professional ok.
I know what u feel Hunter... another way to quit is finding someone you trust and telling them... Have them at school help calm u down and distract you... Or try teling ur girlfriend... My boyfriend helped me... Of course he broke my heart and made me start agai but he did it to thats y we lasted so long so make sure ur gf doesnt do it to