Depends on the music your listing to but I would suggest calm music and sittin outside or walk and getting off pimd Helps
And render myself more useless...you do know I have nothing left in life...nothing to be happy about...and so I don't have anywhere to go...
How to write like devlin... "I feel.....like the darkness is surround me... like there is no point...griping me tighter...i cant breathe...so hard...yet i like it long....deep...so deep..inside of me...the pain i hold within....longing...craving...to be released...now spit on me...call me scum.." Lmfao ^this example was taken out of devlins journal.
Every suggestion someone give you, You have an excuse why it wouldn't work.How do you expect for people to help you if have an excuse on why it wouldn't possibly work?
Everyone here is trying to help you and all you do is shoot down their suggestions? so why make a thread?
Because...if you simply suggest something that doesn't have much power...it's going to be a problem...I can't tell them because I will get in trouble...singing when I'm not depressed doesn't help...getting away from them doesn't help either...
Well this thread won't help either .. I'm a psych major and I'm learning about this stuff.. Your problems are much bigger than this and it's only do much we can help you with. Maybe you need to get professional help
And there we go... "You need proffesional help"...what I'm some kind of freaked up person...someone who needs this "special" help...to be labelled as "mentally disturbed" like everyone else like me...
I'm done...i don't want any labels...I don't want any "professional" labels...I don't want to be put down as a "over dramatic" little idiot...I am finished with everything...being told to go see someone better only says I'm told to see someone who will label me as mentally hurt...
No that's totally not what I'm saying.. Your calling yourself that . Is that how you think of yourself because no one in this thread have said anything negative about you but you.. Everyone try's to help but you shoot them down.. It's only so much we can suggest to you because we want the best for you. Idk what you want us to say cause you always have a negative reply. I tried. I hope everything works in your favor️
I got to go with whoever said to stop being a Debbie downer. I can speak about your everyday life but going off this thread, your energy is really negative (with every response). Try putting positive energy out into the world around you and you'll get it back.
I tried everything...got professionals but it just went around in a circle...and got confusing...and everything that could go wrong...went wrong
Did you know that each time someone wakes up they have to recreate their depression. It's not a continual thing the brain literally stops and thinks about being depressed and why it should be depressed and then it creates that depression. #truefact
It's instantaneous for me...no need to remember why...just knowing it's depression...it's lasts for about ten or more minutes...
You're one of those people that probably don't have all that much to be depressed about. I'm not saying that your life isn't difficult (don't know if it is or isn't) but seeing what you write on these forums, I feel as if you exaggerate these feelings of hurt and pain until they actually get to you and depress you further. I feel that if someone told you your hair sucked you would get all depressed over it. You decide to sing on a bus, I'm assuming your voice isn't that great and what did you expect a standing ovation? A few people throw paper planes, big deal. I think back in my high school days I once got a banana thrown at my head, big deal. I just threw it back at whoever I thought threw it at me. It seems as if you have a roof over your head, probably a warm bed to go to sleep, you have food, water, internet and you get to go to school and get an education. You should feel lucky, a lot of people in the world don't even have any of those things. You should look at things in a more positive way or find positive things in life. If you're going to see everything in a negative view then what is the point in breathing. If people are offering you advice on how to deal with depression, which is what your thread is about. Take it into consideration don't shun it and disregard it. There are millions of people out there who wish they could get out of this black hole of depression and aren't as lucky to get this advice. Whilst, you seem to 'enjoy' being depressed, not even giving a fuck.