Barely anyone has had a worse life then I have. I am not looking for a sob time so I will not give more details. Life has been crap to me, but when you think of it, why should I be bitter or upset? Bitterness is a poison you brew for someone else, yet drink yourself. I realized I had one life. ONE life to live. And I wasn't going to waste it sobbing for myself like a baby. I was going to use it for good and hope to make a difference in this world.
Well, do you wanna regret your life? Like will you look back and say "Damn my life was shit." Cause if you're living just to wait for death, then your life gotta be suckish a bit.
I don't like saying that I have a more terrible life than others, or that they have one worse than mine, because I don't know them personally and have no right to judge. :| But who cares... It's just my view on life. A pessimistic one.
Oh, I know I have had a more terrible life then most people. No doubt about that. With your view on life, you will regret life. Why not change your view and try to make a difference!
Like I said, you don't know what other people have gone through, so you can't say you have. I don't give a shit about regret. Who's to say I will regret my decisions? I'm still young, I still have my moral code. I'm not going to change my view either. I see the world in what it is, and I'm not going to change the way I look at the world just because. It's like seeing a horror movie with gore everywhere, then suddenly switching it to a kid's show where you have unicorns pooping out rainbows on the screen.
Matthuot I feel for you bro. But you can't give up in your life. I can show you the truth, the REAL truth if you want to know it. They call it religion but I know it as reality. Dare you to move Switchfoot
When your mother is murdered in front of you when you are five, and your dad spending the next 7 years molesting you, only for him to be finally put in jail, and you as a 12 year old having to fend for yourself, then you can say you had as bad a life as me. But I still realize that I can't change the past, but the future is still ahead.
It's been a few years since that happened.... And in that time I have discovered a relationship, that I believe you are talking about, that had changed my outlook.
People have still gone through worse than that. If that is true, I can say you had a rough life but you sure as **** have not had the worst. Like was mentioned you don't know what others go through or their situations so sit there and say you have it worst than anyone is not right in my eyes. If you were so optimistic and trying to look at the best, you honestly wouldn't put your life on a damn forum on a game. This is my opinion, and I can say it because I can easily say my life was no rainbow and sunshines yet you will never see me putting my story in here because I don't need or crave that attention.
I'm not saying I have a worse life than you do, just that other people may have... Maybe not. I don't know... But I'm sorry for your loss. ,_,
I dont crave the attention. Like I said, I have moved past the pain and realized that I can use my life story to help people, not for myself. If you wish to get hate me for it, that is your business, and you are welcome to it, but I have counseled many people in my day who have changed their view because of what they known of me going through, and how I look at life. I am sorry for your pain, I really am, but you "hating" on my past isn't going to get you anywhere.
Nobody's hating on your past... And I think it can only help if people are able to relate to your pain, which I can't. To be truthful, hearing your life story only made me even more ashamed to live on this planet. .-. But then again, this is life. Pitiful, pitiful, life. ;u;