Sorry guys Busy busy busy !!!!! I can't do anything much on weekdays with all the college algebra hw not to mention AP class hw Ill uodate eitger later tn or tm after class Itll be a long, good update I promise!!!
I looked down on my peaceful Alec, sleeping after his first time with me... I knew I was wrong... I wasn't thinking.... It brought back too many memories... Especially of Ryan.. He was perfect for me, but I couldn't go back into that house after what his brother had done.... FLASHBACK "Brent! Stop!" I laughed as he rubbed my back suggestively... I was only 15.. Brent was 17.. And Ryans brother... "Jenna, common! Ryan is still in the shower!!! Just kiss me once? Then you can go study with my a$$ brother." he winked as he breathed on my neck. "Stop!!! I'm serious! You know Ryan and I like eachother!" I blurted out.. Brents face went red. He pushed me down to the floor and covered my lips with his strong hands. "Listen!!! I like you! I get what I want!!!" Brent spat in my face. I grew scared.. I tried to scream, but I knew that it had no avail.. He slapped me and my eyes stung with tears..I felt his hands roaming my body, feeling and lingering in my most personal areas.. I felt him tear my clothes off... I screamed but no sound came out. The pain was unbearble as Brent laid on top of me, and violated me. He finished after what seemed like years... I felt filthy. He stood and kicked my stomach with all his power, and I lay there, crippled with fear.. "Ill have you when I want you b!tch." He laughed as he left the room. I slipped on my clothes just as Ryan entered the room.. He saw the tears in my eyes, and ran to me.. "Ive gotta go," I choked out, as I ran out the door. END FLASHBACK I never told anyone about that night.. I hid my pain, and never went into Ryans house again.. I grabbed my keys and wrote Alec a letter. "Alec, I can't stay here.. I can't do this... -Jenna" I picked up my things and left him there, in peace.