Nah you gotta finish the story first then you get timeout i dont wanna upset the ppl because you didnt finish
Update... __________________ 5 minutes after I choked down all thise pills I still am holding on to my consciousness. Why? Why can't I just slip away and leave this cruel world? I don't want to live this life. I want to be free from the pain, from the hurt and the constant tears. Finally, the pills were kicking in. I can finally be at peace. "Mina? Mina?! MINA!!!!" I heard a muffled voice. Why can't they just let me leave? I don't want to be here anymore. I felt someone shaling my body, but my eyes wouldn't open. I felt the strong hands of a man. Who was it? Daddy? Isaac? "Isaac! Call 911!" My mouth was immobile. My limbs felt like lead. My eyes won't open no matter how much I try. So this is what the beginning stages of death feel like. The sleepiness washing over me. For the first time I felt relaxed, calm, and happy even. This is it. It's due or die. "MINA WAKE UP PLEASE!" I felt tears fall on to my rosey cheeks. They're crying. But, why? No one loved me. Nobody cared for me, for what I was going through. I felt a sudden pressure on my chest and air being blown into my mouth. CPR, someone was performing CPR on me. A sudden image of Isaac and I sitting together on my 12th birthday by the pool side of my aunts house. We looked so happy, the memory of my brother flowing through my mind. Isaac, I want to be with Isaac! I can't leave my brother alone! I struggle to fling my eyes open, but fail miserably. I feel tears slipping through my eyes . I want to scream, scream and yell for my brother. I don't want to be alone in heaven. I don't want to be alone in the graveyard. I manage a small groan. "She's still with us." "Isaac....." At last my eyes cooperate with me and slightly open. I'm hanging onto dear life. Isaac no, please help me. I don't want to die. Not just yet. I watch slightly as they left me onto the stretcher and wheel me away to the ambulence. I want to stay with my brother. _________________
I cried..... YOU CAN STAY WITH HIM!!!! FIGHT FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!! FIGHT!!!!! FIGHT!!!!!! FIGHT!!!!!!! FIGHT!!!!!!! FIGHT!!!!!!!! FIGHT!!!!