I stare at Zack,"I don't know Zack. I just....I just want you to go." Zack reaches for my hand but I move away from him,"Zack you said that you loved her. It's gonna take time before I can trust you." Zack looked at me,"I know Holly and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He gets up and walks outside wondering:What the Fu*k did I do. I call Dylan but he doesn't answer and instead sends a text:Cant talk with someone. Talk tomorrow. I think:great thanks a lot Dylan. The next few days i tried avoiding Zack but I knew I couldn't avoid what was happening to me because in a few months everyone would know..
A month had gone by and Zack still text me every hour of everyday wanting me to take him back. I couldn't. Not yet. I couldn't talk to him even if I wanted to without crying. How do you tell someone that you don't even know if they love you or not that you are having their baby?
When I woke up in the morning I thought:this is the end of my life. Then I remembered it's only monday. I arrive at school, not wanting to be here at all or see Zack but of course it never fails.... Zack was at my car again,"Holly please talk to me. I've left you so many messages." I get out and take Zsck's hand and lead him away from everyone else. My heart started beating fast as I thoughto I tell him the truth or lie to him??...