-Cough- I don't know why I came back, but uhm... I did. Next! To the people who watched Tron: Legacy, At the end of the movie when he said "I've got something to show you." How many of you thought he was taking her home? I just saw it last night and was laughing about it. I know... I've got a long way to go. -M
Out of nowhere a unicorn appeared. It stared at us, we stared back, then it said "What you lookin' at bitch?" and it pranced along. I'm sure by now we've fallen asleep talking onThe Park Bench.
It was just a dream. Erik, You and Xavier looked too damn fine on X-Men First Class. Best Magneto ever. I'd definitely like to have Adamantium all throughout my body. That would make things interesting when I try to stalk you. Oh yes. Forgive me for sounding so childish, I just had to say it. :lol: I'm not sure if I wrote this before, but it's true. Mutant and proud!
Special K, I have taken a vow of silence for CC. Most of the time I go on there, it's empty, dead. When I do go in there, it's pretty uhm... OOO. Out of Order. I'm not gonna say anything for a very long time. If someone needs volley help, I'll wall them so I feel like I'm being heard. I mean really... Have you seen the movie Bad Teacher? ***Spoiler Alert*** I'm like Cameron Diaz in a school of boring ass people. The rest of you are the students thinking I'm a hot bitch or the faculty that pretends to care and think they know me, but they really don't. Maybe it's better this way because I think too much, guess we'll see. From, MASi
That's the truth. Jockstraps, I secretly want you to upgrade right now, but I'm not gonna force you to! You're one of the few tutors that I believe in. Bahahahaha! :lol:
Hannah, You're back again, this time not to crush my hopes, but to leave again. You chose now to come back to us because you're leaving. Ever selfish... I don't know what I'm supposed to feel right now. I thought relief, comfort, happiness that you texted me... This is of course false, you're moving to Washington and I won't stop you. You'd think by now that your sensitive nature would have eased up by now. That the stick up your ass would have fallen out or magically turned into Voldemorts wand? You told me that I made a big deal about having YOU text ME first because you decided you wanted to be friends again. It should have been you to reach out to me first either way. We were friends a long time ago and then I thought of you like a sister, as such I made jokes about the silly things that conspired that midsummer night which was obviously a mistake. You took unnecessary actions to lock us out of your life only to wait until over a YEAR to tell us you want to set things right. I wrote to you nearly every day. I stopped after 6 months or so because I felt I was being selfish, but you too were to blame. You literally punished all of us for a mistake. We never crucified you for any of your transgression because we all make mistakes. You think you're the only one who has guilt, who feels like shit? I didn't go to the college of my dreams or have all these fancy graduation parties to go to. I've been on break from reality for far too long, I'm just now starting to see what's real again. It's real, I know you're leaving and I won't be there to see you walk out of our lives because you won't be walking. You'll be flying. After all these years I've never felt more alone until after high school. I guess it's the downfall of having a mind that is part unicorn. You know you're one of a kind and that most people won't accept you. They'll cast judgement because it's what they do best, but who's to say we need to listen to them anymore? I wish we could go to a sushi bar again. To see a movie. To walk around the marina. To get lost in the hills. To blast Ke$ha on the radio in downtown Oakland and watch them all look at us weird. To drive by strangers and ask them where we are. To go grab a bite at some random place. To split ice cream because we're broke as fuck. To IM each other until dawn. To mourn tomorrow that it may never come. I'm gonna remember all these things because I know what's in Washington is probably what's best for you. So in truth it can't be selfish because the life you so wish to have isn't here with us anymore. It's out there somewhere and I want that for you because you deserve better. I still can't write down everything I'm feeling. Since I'm not gonna let you see this, I'm gonna refriend you later and send you my cover video of Keep Holding On by Averil Lavigne. That's the only song I can think of to sing to you. When you get to Washington I'll send you the link because I know if I do it before you'll be crying the entire trip. You're such a pussy ass bitch when something dramatic happens and so am I. d = ____ = b;; Unicron Pals 4 Life. I'll love you forever. ~MASiFFECT
Matt- I wish you stepped up and became the man I needed you to be so long ago. It would have changed our future, our now. Instead I find myself filled with anger and bitterness, to the point where I truly can't even attempt to give you my love again. It didn't have to be this way, you had many choices. You just kept making the wrong ones.
Bara- You never knew how I love you from the start, since I met you. It was love at first sight. You are my Romeo, you are my Prince Charming.. No one else can replace you, you're a funny lil' guy :lol: Being with you was the greatest gift ever. mariie
Denis- I change my mind. At the airport in Singapore, you told me you were nervous. The reason? It was because you've never been friends with a girl before. I was shocked, and you were sweating. It made me laugh inside. You're a cool and funny guy, and you've never hurt me or did anything bad. My insecurity-ness makes me unworthy of you, now I think, and I'm sad that I totally dissed you wheb we were chatting on Facebook. I was scared of you, for no shitty reason. Now that we're good friends again, I want to hear all about you. Other than the parts of your horrid school days and you being accused of being the school's worst troublemaker. But I don't like like you. Keep that in mind. I don't-like/like you as a friend. Confusion. It gets to me. But not as much as you get to me. =_=
Amanda=] :I think youre the most beautiful girl on earth. Youve been my best friend for 6 years since we met on the icecream shop when we were 12. I love your funny french, i love your green eyes, i love your laugh and big smile, i love you=] im never going to say this to you cuz im afraid of losing you after all this time. Living without you would kill me. I admit ive dated some girls before cuz i was trying to forget you but whenever i see you i completly forget about the world. I know you better than anyone, everything, since your bday to your favorite places, all your dreams and goals. If you could only give me a chance... Sam's my friend but he doesnt deserves you, hes a jerk, he has made you cry and i was there to make you happy, to get out that beautiful smile you have. You shouldnt be with him. But whatever, just wanted to let you know that even if you dont like me, i do love you and always be by you side... Jared I hope she doesnt gets to read this, otherwise im screwed ^_•
Nate Why the fuck can't you make up your mind? Maybe I'm just wasting my time. If that's the case I'm not sorry about hitting your face You're just a player In the game of life Lying to my face And stepping on my heart You're not getting my time anymore Just go, walk out that door I don't care My poetry is horrible
sammy, again. i told you that i liked you and that i still wanted to be best friends and what was your reply?!?! oh. seriously you could have done better then that. then i said. yeah i still wanna be best friends right and you said yeah definately. now you will barely fucking talk to me. if your going to be that way, say it to my face like a man. dont give me no speaks like a little kid. im starting to think i dont like you at all, but our friendship was special. i miss our long talks, i miss us do you even care that i sit up just thinking about what we had?
Zara - I've lost track of the time, that's how long it's been.. But truth is, I still miss you deep down inside.. It doesn't hurt now as much as it did before, but I won't deny that there is some pain. I long for us to be like we used to be, I just don't know if it's even possible. Nonetheless, we should have a closing talk, it's odd not having closure. I still wish you the best. See you in another life, sista. I've been looking for this thread for awhile! It's amazing!