I wont be able to see my uncle till im 16 mass all my bad memories r hitting me tht ive been blocking out like wen my closest family friend hung herslef and i walked into her room were she hung herself cuz no one knew and i didmt know she was dead so i asked my mom y she wasnt anserewing i was 8 mass
TJ, You should seek help from a counselor at school for that trauma. If your parents won't help you, then search for help yourself. I'm so sorry that happened to you.
Jesse-I know ur mad at me right now but I want u to know that I like u a lot and that I want to be urs
Nate I like you. But there's so much you don't know. You keep reminding me of the bus ride. Don't get me wrong it's not like I don't like you. But do you know where these scars came from? Could you deal with me being bi?
Denis- Leave me alone. ;n; i know you love me, I know you care, but DUDE PISS OFF. I won't text you anymore! You're cool and cute but you act too politely and you scare me!! Besides. YOU'RE TOO OLD FOR MEH!! -runsoutofroomcrying- ----------- You know who you are. ._. My meebo's not working and I'm not online as much. Sorry. ---------- Edlyn: WHY YUNO GO BACK MACAU?! I MISS YOU!!! ><. I'll YELL IN TAGALOG IF I HAVE TO!!!! As my anty, I LOVE YOU! You're my second mother. >< ---------- Ally: ... ._. ----------- John: yo. Peace. You're cool. Just don't hit on me like Denis. ---------- Christian: I feel like ripping your heart out then kicking your crothc annd feeding it to my dog. I hate you. A lot. You bastard. -----------------
Santa, When you didn't get me the parts for a new computer I nearly went to Best Buy to get a computer. Please don't be so cruel.
Dear self, Until you stop being a complete ass and become happy with yourself you'll never be happy with anybody else. You just pushed someone that loved you more than life itself away all because why? I don't know but no matter how happy someone makes me I find a reason to be unhappy. Thanks for the thread bud but my meds got my head fucked up so I'm out
;n; Dear God, thank you for everything. My life, my family, my friends, all my loved ones and the church and everybody from the church as well. Thank you for giving us our daily needs and education and wisdom as well. ._. Pleaseforgiveallofmysinsandshortcomings. Dear God, why did you have to let me die? At least a fifty percent chance of my dying. ._. Is it because I'm not worthy to live? >< Amen...?
skank: you're a little slut. its funny how you think your so popular when EVERY BODY WANTS TO BASH YOU. you act like your so tough, remember that time that chick punched you in the face? i was actully trying not to piss my pants laughing, and that time you "nearly died" yeah me and my friends went home and cried cos we thought we were almost rid of you. your such a bitch, btw this person is not on this game thank god, and i didnt by pass so please dont slience me, just letting out something that needs to be heard... -M.S
omg why did the s word i said in te second line go into **** omg what if i get silenced it will be the 3rd time?!?! that is how you spell the s word isn't it!?!?! omg im freaking out right now
Best friend: What happened? You used to love me, now im just another friend for you , you're now all i think about , im an alien, you're an alien, its a beautiful rain , beatiful rain, ( song im listening right now)too bad im the one you left behind Good thread btw
Daddy dearest, Where were you all those times I needed you? You held me for a second and left me on my own the other 59. I know you have issues.. I don't know why you even try when we both know you're going to give up soon after. You almost always never keep your word. Why is it you can't just sit next to me and not fidget anymore? Don't let your past ruin the present for you.. I'm thinking of you always.
To my first club, In a strange way I think I was beginning to really like you guys, but again, when I come close to people, I push them away to see how far they'll follow. To see if they'll understand the wounded man beneath the surface. This is one of those times where I let people down easy and walk away silently. Not a word to be said, just deafening silence. I've got this... Rage in me. It's uncontrollable and irrational. When people hurt me I lash out and I make mistakes. I've been with you for my entire PiMD life. Every single day I thought I was leaving, I came running back thinking it was gonna be better. It was gonna be better... It didn't get better. It did briefly, yet it all changed within a couple days. I was fooled once again. There's so many rules we follow, not just rules that are made by others, but rules we make for ourselves. I follow a strict code and so do you. Call it what you want, morales, rules, the law. You follow it. I am having a tough ass time trying to let you go, but I feel that I'm not going anywhere with you, that I'm not doing anything for you. I have to go because things are just not playing out how I planned, that's life isn't it? Unplanned. Unexplained. Unwanted. That's me as well. Soon I'll have no one and the only one to blame is me. I'll do what I must for survival. I'll run when I have to because it's all I've ever know. I'm going to leave behind any memory of our encounter. Please do the same. Shouldn't be too hard because we both know, none of you ever took the chance to know me except for the two that kept me in that club. But I'm not gonna hold you guys back anymore either, so get lost. And remember, to live.