Dewry: you were my first love and my first at many things. I loved you more then you can possibly know. i thought you loved me the same but it was just a game to you. It still pains me to know the truth. all those memories we shared broken because of the bitter truth. Im friends with you now but it pangs me at times when you talk about the past and how you missed it. We are both in relationships now but yet we still miss what use to be. however, you broke my heart more then any guy ive been with. I hate you the same way i still care for you but i will never be made a fool again. Ive accepted whats happened and i've moved on too someone better then you. Damn i still get mad at him sometimes smh
C, I know I have to let u go, and someday I will. The irony of it all, leaving u first, yet unable to let go of our memories. someday, I hope, we will all know that happiness is what we are seeking for. The only problem was, I wasn't the girl you wanted me to be. And I missed u still. -J
You say you love me, but you can't be with me. You say you'll always be there for me, but you aren't there anymore. You promised a future for both of us, but I'm still daydreaming about the past. Why is it so easy for you? Why am I the only one that's in pain? Did I ever mean anything to you? You got me to trust you with anything, then backstabbed me in the end. I should've seen it coming. You know what the worst part is? I still love you. I'm trying to let go of you, but you've become the one thing I have left to hang on to. Thanks for the memories. Fuck you.
Sarah, I'm sorry I can't take life seriously. If I did last winter I wouldn't be here today. You don't know how hard I tried to paste on a smile everyday. Or the scars it caused. I'm not the same person anymore. Thank you for letting me back in. Fox Hunter I don't love you anymore. We've been through a lot in the past couple years from THE couple to fighting to being my best friend. You've always been here for me to lean on. Thank you for these wonderful years. I miss you so much. And i'm sorry I don't feel the same about you. Im sorry I still let you call me baby girl. So for one last time... Love your baby girl Fox
lucy- wish you didnt show off for your best friend and treat me like crap. then when its just us your so nice. i only keep being your friend cos we have been friends for so long and you make me laugh. -M.S
No, no, you let it fly into the night sky where it will disappear. If you pop the rubber symbol of lingering emotion it'll have to be recycled and eventually magically make its way back into the hoardes of balloons.
Everyone Sorry I'm weakening. Going back to my old ways. I don't expect you to understand these new marks among my scars. It's tough here. At home and my life. Please don't stop me but I don't expect you to bare with me.