Obsessed? Are you? How old are you guys? I mean... Does she even know what obsession is? What the difference is between obsession and caring because I can guarantee you that they're close to the same thing. The only difference is one person is happy and the other isn't.
It; You ruin my life, and you think you still have a right to be in it? To control me? I'm one step away from setting flame to your bed while you sleep. You ripped out my sanity and crushed it before I even had a chance to understand what was happening. I dont care if you can relate to what I'm going through, It's your fault Its happening. Its he'll to sit here everyday and watch you crush my life, and her's. You're a demon who can't stop, and I don't care if you're sorry, It DOESN'T take back the past, and regret won't stop you from doing it again. You can't rip out my soul and try to give it back only to steal it away again. I only wish I had the courage to say this to your face, to get up and walk away. You're the one who made me this way, and after I let go of this ledge I'm holding so desperately onto, I hope you never forget what you've done.
Her; Do you really even care, or you just that good at pretending? You think you're healing, and you're hurting me more and more. This isn't a video game, you can't start over with another life. Ignore me and your mistakes all you want, but I need your help! I can't live my life without parents, I'm so confused! How do you possibly think you're doing the right thing? You're sick and twisted, but I need you and I want you to care. I'm not strong enough to be alone, I can't make myself forget, I don't know how to not feel. I wish you could just fix everything, erase all that went wrong. One second you trick me into changing my mind, and the next.......I can't even write it, nevertheless say it to your face. It's one thing to pretend, but it's another to truly stop caring.
It's not on anyone's. Getting it out and accepting it for what it is, that's what you're supposed to do. Confront it head on. If you can't accept and forgive those whom have hurt you or yourself then you're stuck in a pit without a way out. I've extended this ladder to you in hopes that you figure out how to get out because no one is going to save you, in this world you're your own savior. But it's entirely up to you if you want to be saved or not.
They get burried. If they can't get themselves out. They get burried. There is always a way out. If you don't try or call for help then of course you're gonna get stuck because you weren't equiped with the tools to survive. That's why you live and learn. All experiences are different though many are similar, none are the same because the feelings felt are NOT the same. What am I saying? I'm saying that if there's a problem ask someone responsible for help. I'm not sure what's going on with you and for the sake of the thread and your personal safety it's best youdont post it here, but I will say that you should seek help where it's necessary.
Only you can decide that. I can't speak for you. If you know something is wrong or someone that needs help, including yourself, then you must decide for yourself to help or not too... It's YOUR choice. You always have a choice.