However you say it whatever words you would like to use i had fallen in love with a child. I hate myself i feel disgusting, i try to scrub myself of this sin but as soon as i see her face i just sink into a pit of serenity. i need her i want her i have to have her. Oh god what am i saying? Shes only a child. I will wait for her.... Yes thats it ill wait untill shes ready, its going to be torture but i love her. I feel like im alone in this world untill she smiles or laughs then she sends me into the light, i have become an unhealthy man because of this young girl. This is so wrong... But if feels so right. What should i do?
I had found myself favouring Jerry above the other girls, i bought her a new emerald necklace for her 14th birthday, it costed me an arm and leg but none of that mattered. I had never felt this way with any other girl. I had better quit thinking like that before i get nyself in big trouble. Oh how i lust for her body. "Jerry, where are you?" I searched her room, upstairs, downstairs and outside. But she was nowhere to be found. *sob* *sob* there was a faint sobbing coming from the outside shed. As i approached i saw a bundle of brown hair snuggled into a corner of pots. "Jerry?" "GO AWAY" I stepped back with amazement. I looked closer and realised she wasnt wearing any clothes. "Jer-rry why are you wearing no clothes?" I stepped forward to where i was previously standing and removed my coat. "I SAID GO AWAY.... No dont come over here"
Regardless of what she said i continued to approach. Her sobbing soon turned into a heartwretching cry. I couldnt take it, seeing her so hurt. "Jerry, its me Adrean, im not going to hurt you" I continued further. I came to a holt when i noticed a puddle of blood at my feet. Naturally i freaked. "Jerry, what happened, are you hurt?" I scooped her up franticly wrapping her in my jacket. She buried her head deep into my chest. I wonder if she could hear how fast it was beating. I placed her on my bed and slowly unwrapped her. I saw the blood flowing down her legs. She grimiced as i lifted her legs up revealing her nether regions. I sighed. "i'll run you a shower" I smiled weakly at her, thanking god that it was only her period. She was so freaked out... Because i never really thought about telling the girls about tgis kind of thing. How stupid i am... But how lucky shes alright.