I drove up the driveway of Jacobs house. I sat in my car, I'll just go in there to talk to him about the baby and the chances of us being together again..zero. I took a deep breath and and got out of my car. I walked up to the door, and rang the bell, cringing waiting for an answer. After what felt like an eternity the door swung open... Jacob stood there, sweat pants and a basketball shirt that was waaaaay too big for him. His sapphire blue eyes were red and puffy, he had been crying. Then a strong acidic waft of alchol drifted through the door and around me. He had been drinking too. Oh. God. He beckoned me in with his head ad we sat down on the sofa, facing eachother and knees touching. There was a silence, an extremley long silence. I took a deep breath, okay. Goodbye Jacob... "Jacob, I...we need to talk about this, us." I corrected myself He laughed..sarcasm? Frustration? "look I understand your angry..." I started "angry? I'm not angry! I'm absolutely devastated. Our future with our baby, is ruined!" I stopped talking and sat there shaking his head. "but Jacob, I came here to tell you that.......I don't think we have a chance anymore...Jacob, I've moved in with Leo...." I sat there and anticipated a newly angry Jacob. He sat there shaking, "With.......Leo? I......I love you emily." he said, he said it with so much passion an grabbe my hand. I looked down, and watched my tears fall onto my lap. "I love you, okay? I LOVE YOU!!!!" je screamed and Kicked the glass table over, which made an eardrum bursting smash. I flinched. "Get out." he said without looking at me. "Jacob...you brought this on yours....." I began GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!!" he shouted, matching his previous volume. I flinched again and ran out of the door, into my car and back home....
I drove up the driveway of Jacobs house. I sat in my car, I'll just go in there to talk to him about the baby and the chances of us being together again..zero. I took a deep breath and and got out of my car. I walked up to the door, and rang the bell, cringing waiting for an answer. After what felt like an eternity the door swung open... Jacob stood there, sweat pants and a basketball shirt that was waaaaay too big for him. His sapphire blue eyes were red and puffy, he had been crying. Then a strong acidic waft of alchol drifted through the door and around me. He had been drinking too. Oh. God. He beckoned me in with his head ad we sat down on the sofa, facing eachother and knees touching. There was a silence, an extremley long silence. I took a deep breath, okay. Goodbye Jacob... "Jacob, I...we need to talk about this, us." I corrected myself He laughed..sarcasm? Frustration? "look I understand your angry..." I started "angry? I'm not angry! I'm absolutely devastated. Our future with our baby, is ruined!" I stopped talking and sat there shaking his head. "but Jacob, I came here to tell you that.......I don't think we have a chance anymore...Jacob, I've moved in with Leo...." I sat there and anticipated a newly angry Jacob. He sat there shaking, "With.......Leo? I......I love you emily." he said, he said it with so much passion an grabbe my hand. I looked down, and watched my tears fall onto my lap. "I love you, okay? I LOVE YOU!!!!" je screamed and Kicked the glass table over, which made an eardrum bursting smash. I flinched. "Get out." he said without looking at me. "Jacob...you brought this on yours....." I began GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!!" he shouted, matching his previous volume. I flinched again and ran out of the door, into my car and back home....
When I got home i flung myself on the couch and cried. I cried like a baby. But i didn't care. I got out my iPhone and checked the time, 6pm. Better get ready I thought to myself. Dom will be here in an hour. Leo gets off work at 8pm, I'll leave him a note saying I'm visiting my mom? It will have to do. I went upstairs, forcing myself to stop crying. "Jacob will be alright." I said aloud, wiping away the last of my tears for him. I went to my wardrobe, what to wear? I picked out a short, skin tight black skirt, a beatles shirt which showed my bra through the sides, a blazer, and my loads of accsesories. I reapplied my makeup as it had been smudged and ran over my face. I'm not one to toot my own horn but I did look hot. After what felt like 5 minutes there was a knock on the door. Wow, Dom's keen to pick me up, I thought. "I'm coming!" I shouted to him. I opened the door.......
Oh no. I thought. Seriously? Why now? Why tonight? David stood there, his absolutely angelic, model face, looking at me confused. He wasn't standing still, he was off balance and his eyes were looking in different directions. He was drunk. "David, now's not the time okay? I'm going out, so go away and get some rest, I'll speak to you once you're sober." I went to shut te door but he barricaded it with his arm, makig me feel uncomfortable. He strolled in, grinning at me, he mumbled something under his breath. "what?" I asked "why are you at Leo's house...oh yeah, the...the pedo kidnapped you didn't he! Oh yesssss..." he blurred his words. I felt hurt. "dont call him that. We live together that's all." I lied. "I want you to do something for me." he belched. Ew. I raised an eyebrow and crossed my arms, "what David? Better be quick cause my date...my friend will be here any minute." I replied impatient, he was conpletley off his face. A look of shock horror appeared on his face, "oh noooo!!! He can not see us here together like this." he said in an extremley annoying high pitched voice. He was starting to get on my nerves now...
"d'you member that thingy seal thing for me?" he slurred "errmm I'm sorry but that made asolutely no sense. Just go away." I folded my arms tighter, knowing exactly what he meant.. He looked hurt. "you know? You promised me you'd shag me!!" he started to cry, how much had he drunk?! "David the deals off okay? I said I would to keep you from telling everyone about the baby, but the babys gone now." ouch. Those words: 'the babys gone' hurt even more when I said them aloud. He shrugged his shoulders. "bye David..." I went to push him out the door but he pushed me back, so hard I slammed against the wall. He walked over, anger in his eyes, he grabbed his crotch and walked over to me, smirking. "I'm staying right here Emily." he said, all of a sudden as if he was no longer drunk. I screamed but he clutched his hand over my mouth and nose. I couldn't breathe, I was suffocating. I tried biting and licking his hand buy he didn't remove it, I went to scream one last time but it took all of y breath. Then it went black....again!
I woke up on mine and leo's bed. It was still dark outside and I was still wearing my clothes I wore before David came in. What the hell happened? Did he leave me? Or something else? I suddenly remembered...DOM!!! Oh sh*t! I looked over frantically at my alarm clock. Thank god, I'd only been out about 15-20 minutes. I got up and readjusted myself before the loud knock on the door. Dom!! I didn't have time to think about what David did to me...I hope he just left me unconscious instead of raping me whilst I was sleeping. I ran to the door and swung it open. There he was. My...friend. Dom. Perfect perfect Dom. He was wearing jeans, an abercrombie and fitch t-shirt and converses. Oh my good god! He looked so hot. Hotter than Leo, David and Jacob put together! He stood there smiling, I obviously was smiling goofily back. "oh my god Emily, you look absolutely stunning. I can't even....." he broke off. I blushed. "come in. I've got to get a few stuff together." I said leadig him inside mine and leo's appartement....