I woke up the next morning, the sunlight so harsh it burned when I opened my eyes.. I looked to the side of me, there was a note, "Gone out to get new bed, and more food for our place. Be back tonight. I love you." Awww! Leo was so sweet. I rested my head back and sighed, I lay there daydreaming about me and him and that day yasmin had walked in on us... "are you okay Emily?" a voice broke the silence. I looked up, and saw him. I'd seen him before, in this room...he was the model. The doctor who had cheekbones so perfect you could land a plane on them! His shiny green eyes sparkled like a thousad emeralds, and contrasted to his Mediterranean tan. He was perfect.....
I sat there in my bed, staring at him. I think he got a bit freaked out so I looked away. "Emily." I said, introducing myself. He laughed, "I know silly! I am your doctor!" he smiled I cringed and blushed, "I'm doctor Potter, but you cancall me Cameron." he grinned. Wow what a perfect row of Pearly white teeth. Did he have any flaws? He caught me staring at him again. "is....something wrong?" he asked, worry in his voice. "no! Ha! Course not, sorry I'm...." "don't apologise!" he sounded offended that I had apologised. He walked closer to me, smiling with his perfect face, his perfect smile, and his perfect body. He was perfect! But I couldn't have him....I was in love with Leo! And I wouldn't change that for anyone... Not even him?
I carried on staring at him...thinking all of these thoughts.... "if you're wondering. As beautiful as you are, I won't go out with you." he smiled, aost embarrassed like it happens all the time for him. I blushed flattered at his compliment. "I'm gay." he said after a while. I felt dissapointed, but also happy an guilt-free for once. I knew Leo was coming back and I knew for once, i'd be happy .....
The day finally came when I could come out of hospital. I was getting changed into normal clothes. Leo had brought them all for me. "I'm nearly ready just...one sec...." I called out. I heard him laugh. I finally was dressed, I walked up to Leo, he held out his hand and I linked my fingers through his. I said goodbye to Dr.Potter, but I called him Cameron. He looked dissapointed to see me go.... Leo whispered into my ear, "ready to start our new life together, me, you the baby." he kissed me lightly. The baby!! I had totally forgotten about th baby!!! Don't ask me how, I guess with the all the stuff going on, it wasn't my key issue. I tensed up. "will you excuse me for a sec?" I said, squirming out of Leos grip. I ran to the toilet, I hadn't been for a whole day! But I hadn't drunk anything so I didn't really need it. I shoved myself in one of the cubicles, dreading what I could see next. I pulled down my pants, and then my undies......... I'd lost the baby......
What was I going go say?! Was Leo still going to have me moe in with him? I don't see why he would....this was a stepping stone to our future together...and now, that stepping stone had eroded away and left us with nothing. I walked out and saw him standning there, waiting for me, smiling excitedly..I had to tell him. I ran straight into his arms. I cried, I cried like a newborn baby, I didn't know what to do..... "sshhh..what's wrong?" he whispered, stroking my hair. I looked up at him, mascara streming down my face. "Leo...I lost the baby." I sobbed harder. He didn't say anything, he just hugged me tighter. "come on, let's go home." he said into my hair. Home. My new home. With him. Leo, I loved Leo. I was only 16 and I was moving in with an 18 year old....was this right. I'd never thought of it like that before.... Everything was going to be alright, it was going to be perfect.....