The bell went for everyone to go to first period, I left without looking at David. I finally had someone who loved me, I didn't want David to ruin it. As I was minding my own business, I felt a tug on my arm pulling me into a corner in the locker room. No-body could see us.....I turned around looking at who it was.... This just got a whole lot more complicated.....
I stood there frozen...I had totally forgotten about him. Jacob. I looked into his deep blue eyes, I felt like I was on the moon, the floor had been swept beneath my feet. I tried to utter some words out, "I...ermm...you...eyes...space..." this wasn't going well. He laughed, "what?" I could feel myself turning rosy, I held my cheeks in my hands, breaking the touch of him holding my arm. "so what are you errrr doing....tonight?" he smiled.god he was hot. "ohh, I....errr...." I couldn't go out with him tonight, I was with Leo....Mind you, Jacob never said it was going to be a date, it could be a friendly date, right? "...nothing, why, what do you have in mind?" I finally replied. He shruged his shoulders bashfully, "I dunnooo, I was thinking we could go see that film Woman in Black, it's a horror,, if you want to?" A horror...I knew what his idea was, he was taking me to a horror so I could hold him in the scary parts..hahaha! "yeah sure, sounds great." I said, couldn't help but smile. "ok, I'll pick you up at 6!" he smiled, he ran off without saying goodbye, I stood there, hypnotized. As he ran through the double doors I heard him shout, "YEEEEAAAAAHHHHHH!!" I laughed aloud then went to first period.
I rushed home, I HAD to look perfect for this date. I curled my hair and put a red bow in it, I applied my eyeliner and mascara as I used to, now I remember why everyone had a crush on me...I was hot! I wore rough light blue denim mini shorts with a blue long sleeved shirt an a wooly jumper. I loved my Old sense of style. I didn't want to dress like the gothic ms ever again! In what seemed like 2 minutes, the doorbell rang. He was here. I quickly sprayed nearly a whole bottle of my favourite perfume, and with that I flew down the stairs and answered the door. Jacob stood there, he was wearing chinos with a shirt his mom obviously ironed for him. He looked SOOOOO hot! I couldn't stop staring at him, he looked like he could be in a world famous boyband. "wow you look..." we both said exactly the same time after silence. We laughed. "d'ya wanna go?" Jacob said raising his arm for me to link it. "sure" I smiled. And with that he whisked me away to his car. This date is gonna be perfect...or so I thought......
As we were driving to the movies we spoke of everything! I never knew he was going to be this intresting! He told me of his past, about how his mom had left him and his dad when he was 5 and that his dad had met a new wife called Rose who Jacob adored. "I really appreciated him opening up to me like this Jacob." I smiled. "it's fine, I don't like to keep secrets." he said looking at me ad flashing me his incredibly hot smile. I felt a streak of guilt flash through my veins. LEO?! I couldn't say anything, it would ruin the whole date. I smile to myself, trying to hide the guilt running through my face. Jacob looked at me and double took as he saw a strand of hair that was out of place, he moved it for me. "aww thanks Jacob!" I laughed. After what seemed like a lifetime we got to the movie theatre......
The lobby smelt like buttery popcorn, candy and soda. Mmmmmm! Jacob bought both of our tickets, then e bought me a large popcorn, large soda and my favourite chocolate....he was such a gentleman haha! "wow thanks Jake!" I said. "anything for a beautiful girl like you." he cheesily smiled. He lead me into screen 4. It was quite empty, there was a guy and girl making out in the corner...more like eating eachother! We sat down near the back, just in front of the the couple munching in eachother's face. It made the air between me and Jacob awkward...we both knew we wanted to be doing the same. When our eyes contacted eachother we avoided again! It was soo awkward but at the same time...kinda....magical. It sounds cheesy but it was like we were gaining an understanding of how we were feeling and what we wanted to do next....as I was lost in his gaze i didn't realize someone was calling my name...and I didn't realize who it was.....
I turned to where the voice was coming from...it was the guy who was trying to swallow that poor girl whole! But then I saw just who it was....Leo!!! We both stood there staring at eachother...the atmosphere was so tense you could cut the tension with scissors. He gestured for me and him to go outside so we could talk. Jacob and the other girl just stood there smiling politley but awkwardly at eachother. I looked at Jacob, my eyes told him I'd be back. As me and Leo finally got outside we hadn't said a word. "what are you doing? With her?" I said folding my arms. He looked shocked, "what are you doing with him?!" he angrily said. "he's my friend, we weren't trying to fit inside eachother!!" I shouted, throwing my arms up in the air and running my fingers through my hair. He looked ashamed. "I guess your right." he finally admitted. "I thought you loved me Leo?" I said gazing into his eyes, hoping this was a dream. "I do Emily...." he started to say. "oh yeah that's right, if course you love me! You just like to kiss someone else?" I shouted. "This isn't gonna work Leo. I'm sorry." I said. Nothing. He said nothing. I shouldn't have been the one apologizing!!! We both had to walk into thr same theatre, I stormed ahead....i felt so upset and furiated I wanted to scream. I loved him, or was I just in a vulnerable state? At least my relationship with Jacob could go further without me feeling guilty...or could it?
The film was beyond scary! I was petrified! I gripped onto Jacobs arm so tight I stopped the blood circualtion in his arm! When it was finally over he drove me home...it was silent. After a while he pulled into a parking place. He wanted to park. I wanted to park. We both wanted to park. It was dark and empty around us. We slowly turned to eachother and read eachothers minds...leaping into a kiss and eventually makin out. Of course t went further and all the way. He was gooooood! After that, he kissed me romanticly and said, "come on, let's take you home." When we finally got to my house he kissed me again. He was the one. We didn't have to say anything because we both knew we were perfect for eachother. I got out of the car, "don't get cocky" I smirked and with that shut the door and ran inside. I ran straight upstairs and jumped on my bed, squealing with happiness. Nothing could ruin this....nothing! Or so I thought......
Awww thankyouuu! and well we'll see as I have got the next bit sorted out in my head but there will be room for youu! <3
I'm surprised it didn't hit me straight away. But when I threw up that morning I knew deep down what was up...I'd never thrown up in the morning without eating anything before hand. One more clue, my period hadn't arrived....Yet I still chose to ignore it. As the day went on and on, it suddenly grabbed me by the throat........... I Was PREGNANT.......
It was just before lunch that I realized I was pregnant....PREGNANT!!! I was 16...I had a boyfriend, what was he going to say?! He didn't know Leo was at the Same time as him. What was I going to do? I wanted to forget both Leo ad Jacob and turn to David...which reminded me...HE WAS THE REASON FOR THIS! as I carried on thinking and worrying I didn't realize the streams of tears that flooded my face...and I also didn't realize I was being watched......