"This was never your destiny, Vik. There's more to you than being a Heartbreaker. Why did you pledge...?" Autumn. I look at her as tears fall down from her eyes. Her black hair flowed with the wind as her emotion in pain. Her chinky sexy brown eyes pierces through me as a tear suddenly and unknowingly drops. It was a cold January night, three days after I pledged. We are standing outside my house, having the emotional moment that I know that this was the day our friendship will come to an end. "Autumn..." I whisper as the cold wind touch my skin. "Is it because of Tom?" Her high pitch melodic voice sings in my ear. Tom. Tom Gordon. My first love. The love of my life. The one who broke me. The one who left me to pieces. The one who cheated. The one who secretly loved... Autumn, but little did I know, Autumn had loved him since young. And I was actually the one who stole him from her... How bad am I? "No..." I say in confusion. My voice breaking, "Y-yes." She smiles faintly and scoffs, "Is it because of me, Vik?" I look at her with sorrow, anger and pain, "Yes, Autumn." I'm sorry Autumn. I'm so sorry. Her tears comes streaming down, it is painful to see her like this. "Aren't we best friends...? I don't love Tom anymore, Vik. And I never cheated with him on you. Vik, you know I would never do so." I know, Autumn. I know... I walk away slowly, still hearing Autumn's sobs. I was going to leave soon, anyway. I have to let go of everything. "Autumn..." I screamed in my head as I awoken from the deep sleep. I rubbed my eyes and felt the tears. "Why... Why am I crying...?" I haven't cried ever since I pledged to the sisterhood. Was I becoming normal again? No... It's not possible. "Autumn..." I whispered under my breath, "I miss you."
I awoken the next day feeling so off. I looked at the mirror and admired myself. But how can I admire myself if what I see is someone ugly? What have I become? Autumn... You make me think what you said was real. It was six in the morning and I had to get ready for school. I put in black fishnets and a violet velvet mini skirt, an Asking Alexandria sleeveless black top and a white trench coat. I took my USA flag designed converse and put it on. I let my hair flow and I smiled. I could pass as Taylor Momsen. I took my bag and went out of my room, kissed mum goodbye and waited for the driver. As he arrived I got in and off to school we went. It was boring and stupid. I had plans to go to the mall after school. ----- I arrived at school, guys still looking at me in lust. I smiled at them charmingly. As I walked in the hallways, going to my English class, I bumped into that girl with amazing eyes again. "Ow!" I yelped. "I'm so sorry." She said as she picked up her books. I went down on my knees and helped her. I could sense the fear and curiosity. "Why are you helping me...?" She asked. "At least say you thank me." I said as I got up and gave her her books. "Th-thank you." She said as she actioned to walk away. I grabbed her wrist and smiled, "What's your name?" Her eyes widened, "Autumn." I was speechless for a moment. "Autumn...?" What a coincidence. Her name's Autumn... "Yeah. Autumn Fleur." She smiled. I shook off my thought of my best friend, "Nice to meet you.." She nodded and began to walk away. "Hey Autumn, wait!" I yelled and went after her, but suddenly she disappeared to thin air. Weird... Autumn Fleur... Who are you really...? You give me this weird vibes. Who are you...?
Thanks guys! ---- "I love you, Tom! Please... please don't leave me!" I cried as I held on to him. My heart was breaking, everything was cold, "Why Tom...?" I said as I reached in for a hug. "I can't do this anymore Vik. I don't love you. I never loved you. I DON'T love." He whispered into my ears as he touched my tears. "So you mean all those eight months of being together, you never learned to love me," I hiccuped, "Tom...?" He nodded as his face looked in the opposite direction. We were at the park. It was eight in the evening. It was cold, dark and silent. SMACK! "YOU ******* *******!" I screamed as I hit him on the chest multiple times as I broke down on my knees, "why are you doing this to me...?" He sighed and smiled faintly, "I love... Autumn." and then he left me dumbfounded. Autumn... my best friend? But she isn't the one I caught you in act. Why her...? "Fuck!" I screamed as I opened my eyes. Shoot. Still at class. I told myself as I buried myself in embarrassment. Everyone was laughing and luckily it was our math teacher. "Is my class that boring, Vik?" Mr. Lopez asks. I looked at his young face, he was in his early 20s. He had a chiseled face, big brown eyes, luscious lips, a long buttoned nose, and a real sexy butt. Well we could just say he was hot. "Sorry... I'm kinda tired." I said lowly. "It's okay. Everyone has their moments. Listen now, Vik. Or I can't do anything but bring you to detention." He smiled as he looked back at the whiteboard. OH PLEASE TAKE ME THERE. I COULD SURVIVE THERE WITH YOU. My lustful cries spoke in my head. How stupid I am. I giggled softly. My eyes were focused on him now when people kept passing paper until it reached me, I opened it and it said, VIK, MR. LOPEZ LIKES YOU. -ETHAN. I crumpled it right away as I caught him looking at me in full admiration, I glared at him and gave him the middle finger; he was too far from me, not like in English he was my seat mate. I turned back to listen to Mr. Lopez. Love < Heartbreak.
As Math class ended Mr. Lopez made me stay until all the students left. I stood up from the seat feeling guilty, "Mr. Lopez, I'm sorry I fell asleep. I swear I was listening!" I pleaded. He shook his head, "Really? What were we talking about?" I sighed, "It was about how we are going advance to geometry. How to find the area of the polygons." "Give me three formulas." He nod in agreement. "The formula of the area of the trapezoid is, A equals B sub 1 plus B sub 2 divided by 2 and multiplied by h," I went on until the last formula. "Good." he smiled. Somehow that smile didn't mean like a teacher-student thing. I could feel his heartbeat in the form of love. Even teachers...? I scoffed silently in my head. "Vik, see you tomorrow." He smiled as I walked away. ---- "Told ya!" A voice creeped to me as the guy was already beside me. Ethan. I looked at him not surprised at all. "What do you mean...?" He chuckled as we kept moving, "Mr. Lopez! Tylord Lopez. He's a pretty cool guy." I glared at him, "Fuck you." "Whoa! Nice girl cussing, eh?" He chuckled. "Even if I'm in the nice sisterhood, breaking hearts doesn't still mean we're nice. We're ruthless towards love. Don't forget." I said as I turned to the girl's restroom. "Shit." I heard him mumble. I sighed as I looked around the restroom. I went inside a cubicle and just sat there. "Do you know that new girl?" Gretchen Sy. It was that bitch. "New girl...?" Familiar voice... Who? "Amanda, she's definitely creepy! She's trouble, I tell you. Lucky you don't have classes with her." She scoffed. "Oh really? Guess what...? When I was about to beat up that French-Canadian-Filipino kid, Autumn, she ran like the wind and I met this gothic looking kinda girl." They're talking about me... I slammed the door open and glared at the two of them, "Having fun as having me as your topic?" I smirked. "Shit." They mouthed. Say hello to hell, girls.