I say " listen Carter I have lost all of my family and I don't want to die.... I highly doubt you have anything in your life that's worse than that so saying you want to die is just weak.." I glare at Carter and then continue walking
" then how can you think of him if your dead?" I ask and continue walking leaving Carter to think about what I just said
I sit there about to cry and hold my locket."He was the only one I could trust and wanted to be my friend..."
I sigh looking at Carter" you can travel with me of you want..." I say ( man I am such a pushover lol not really$