Peyton's point of view: I walked back upstairs quietly and then came back downstairs making noise and then walked into the kitchen and grabbed my jacket and keys and said,"I'm going over to Kate's ok?" My mom looked at me and nodded and my dad said,"Alright just remember we leave in the morning." I nodded and said,"I know dad. I'll be home later tonight." He nodded and said,"Alright Peyt. Go and see her." I nodded and walked out the door and got in my car. The whole way to Kate's house I kept thinking about mom and dad's conversation and the last thing mom had said. I hated when they deployed my dad. I hated it. They would always deploy him when I was younger and I hated not having my dad around. I pulled up to Kate's house and sat in the car for a bit. What if I did lose my dad? No. I would never lose my dad. He was too tough and he loved my mom and us too much to let anything keep him away from us. He would be fine. I got out and walked to the door and knocked and turned around on the porch and waited. I was still lost in thought and didn't notice Kate open the door. She cleared her throat and said in a small voice,"Hey Peyton." I turned around and my jaw dropped. What Kate was wearing was pretty sl*tty. I kept staring at her with my mouth open wondering what the mother fu*king h*ll is she wearing?! But instead of saying that I said,"Da*n!" She blushed and took my hand and led me inside and the whole time I was watching her and her every movement. This was NOT my Kate. We got in the living room and we sat down on the couch and watched Breaking Dawn and I had my arm around her and my eyes all over her. I heard a little voice saying 'do it Peyton do it you know you wanna fu*k her.' I did want to fu*k her but not if I was leaving tomorrow. I turned my attention to the movie and I felt a hand slide up and down my leg. My whole body tensed up. Da*n why was she such a fu*king turn on?! She got closer to me and I jumped up and walked away from the couch a little bit and I looked back at Kate and she had a very confused look on her face. I sighed and said,"I'm sorry Kate. I can't fu*k you." She stared at me shocked and what seemed like a little relieved and said,"Why not?! Don't you want to have s*x with me?" I sighed and went back to her and said,"Kate you know I do but it's just not right yet. If we have s*x tonight I leave tomorrow and it'll hurt both of us. Kate you know I get drunk every Friday and Saturday night. I hit on other girls when I'm drunk and I don't mean it it's just kinda funny and if we have s*x tonight then there's a possibility that it'll happen with other girls when I get back to Georgia. Kate I love you and I don't want anything to ruin this." She was quiet and then she got up and went to her room. I sighed and closed my eyes. 20 minutes later someone started ruffling my hair and I opened my eyes and saw Kate dressed normally and I smiled,"Now that is the Kate that I love." She blushed and said,"I'm glad you didn't want to do it now. It's just I thought that maybe you might want that since you're leaving and I know that you said you wanted to wait until it was right but I just thought you might want to tonight before you left but I am glad you said no because I don't think I would have been ready." I smiled and put my arm around her and said,"I would never make you do something you weren't ready for. I love you too much for that." She kissed my cheek and got up and said,"Close your eyes." I sighed and closed my eyes and I heard her walk off and after waiting for about ten minutes I heard her come back and she said,"Ok. Open your eyes." I opened my eyes and saw this beautiful brand new guitar. My jaw dropped again and I looked at Kate and said,"Kate this is amazing! Thank you!" She smiled and cuddled up beside me and put her head on my shoulder and said,"You're welcome Peyton. It's your going away present and your early birthday present." I put my arm around her and kissed her,"Thank you Kate. This is great. You are the greatest girl in the world and I'm lucky to call you mine."