Start of Something Good

Weeeellllll lol jkjk XD

 

Peyton's point of view:

Sh*t. Da*n. Fu*k.

I looked at Kate who was looking at the scars. There was no way I could lie to her now. Sh*t. She's probably gonna bi*ch to me about it if I tell her but I have to tell her. I have to get it over with.

I sighed and said,"I started drinking and smoking right after we broke up to try to take the pain away and it worked for about a week but after that it just got worse and I got extremely depressed so I would just shut my door and play my guitar and that worked for about two weeks and when that failed to help my pain I started cutting myself to take my pain away from not being with you."
The look on her face was horrified. It hurt me to see that look on her face. She looked down at where I had carved her name in my stomach and said,"Well when did this happen?!"
I sighed,"It happened early this morning."
She inhaled sharply and I felt her hand tighten into a fist. I looked up and saw Chase, Colby, Cory, Austin, and Julie standing there. Their expressions were exactly like Kate's.
I pushed Kate away a bit,"Look Kate I'm fine. Ok? Don't worry about me."

She shook her head,"Peyton this is probably the most stupid thing you have ever done. How could you cut yourself? What? Were you trying to fu*king kill yourself?!"
I don't know what happened. I don't know if it was the fact that Kate of all people was bi*ching at me but I snapped.
I glared at Kate,"What the Fu*king h*ll gives you the right to fu*king bi*ch to me about what I fu*king do to my god da*n self?!?!"
She stared at me completely shocked and I just turned away from her and went back to the batting cage and grabbed up the rest of my stuff and Garrett and I left Kate, Julie, Colby, Cory, Chase, and Austin standing there like WTF just happened.

 

What did y'all think about the way Peyton snapped on Kate? Could Peyt be in love with someone else and that's why he snapped on Kate like that?

 

Will update later today

 

Peyton's point of view:

I couldn't believe I snapped on Kate like that. Why would I do that to Kate?

I loved Kate right?
Gah this is so confusing.

I decided to call Logan but after 4 tries and still no answer I gave up. I put my phone down and went to my laptop and looked at my pictures. All of my pictures were of me and Kate and we looked happy. Da*n why couldn't we have that now?!
I needed to talk to someone about this.

I grabbed my phone and text Keeley:
Hey Keels. Um do you know where Logan is and if you don't then it's fine I was just trying to talk to him.

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I picked up my phone,"Hey Keeley."
Keeley sighed,"Hey Peyt."
I waited a bit and asked,"You ok Keels?"
She was quiet and then said,"Yeah. Logan's just drunk....again."
I laughed and said,"Make a pot of coffee and don't add anything to it and make him drink the coffee and then give him an aspirin and make him go to sleep. He'll be a little better by morning."
She laughed a little,"Alright Peyton thanks. Why did you want to talk to Logan?"
I sighed,"I saw Kate today."
She gasped,"Peyton that's great!"
I didn't say anything and she said,"It is great isn't it?"
I sighed again,"No it's not. I accidentally snapped on her. I don't know why I did. I guess it's just that I was tired of people bi*ching to me about my feelings and that I was cutting myself."
I heard her inhale sharply and realized that she didn't know about me cutting myself. She finally said,"Peyton why did you cut yourself?!"
I sighed,"Because I hated not having Kate and I couldn't take the pain of not having her. But now it's probably never gonna happen between us."
Keeley was quiet and then said,"Peyton just apologize and tell her what's been going on. I'm sure she'll forgive you."
I sighed,"Keeley I think I'm in love with someone else."
Keeley was quiet for a minute and said,"That could be a problem. You just need to figure out your feelings for Kate and the other girl."
I thought about it for a minute and said,"You're right Keeley. Thanks."
She laughed a bit and said,"No problem anything to help a friend. I gotta go Peyton. I'll talk to you later. Bye."
I laughed a bit and said,"Alright Keeley. Bye."


I kept my phone up to my ear until I heard the click on the other line telling me that she hung and whispered,"I love you Keeley."