JUST READ FROM PAGE 1 I think this story will be The Start of Something Good see wat i did there lol
Garrett's point of view: Keeping Peyton's mind off of Kate was difficult. Everytime he went to his room to play guitar I would go and get his a*s outside. For two months we had 15 paintball wars, 5 basketball games, 18 races, 12 horseback rides, and a sh*t load of other stuff. All I could do was keep him active. He seems to be getting better though but tomorrow was spring break and we were going back down to Mississippi for the week of spring break. This should be interesting... Peyton's point of view: Garrett is probably the greatest brother I could ask for. He's been constantly keeping my mind off Kate for two months and it's been great...sorta. I mean yeah he kept my mind off of her for a short amount of time but at night it still hurt. At night I would always get my pocket knife out and just cut up my arm. It really took the pain of not having Kate with me anymore away. I had long scars up my arms and my sides. Some were deep but I didn't care I still wanted death to come but I could never bring myself to cut deep enough to kill myself. Tomorrow was the start of spring break and I would be going back down to Mississippi with my family for a week. Great....more pain and cutting..
Peyton's point of view: BEEPBEEP I slammed my alarm clock to make it shut up and got up and stretched and took a quick shower and got dressed. Today we were leaving to go to Mississippi for a week for spring break. Woo fu*king hoo. I went downstairs and got a pot of coffee started and started making breakfast. I made eggs, bacon, and biscuits. I'm the one who usually does most of the cooking in my family since my parents are always busy. I had just finished cooking everything when the rest of my family came down. We all got our plates and sat down to eat and while I was eating I noticed everyone staring at me. I looked up at them and said,"What?" The horrified look on my moms face was clear. They all saw the cuts on my arms. I cursed myself for forgetting to put on a longsleeve shirt and sighed and sat back and said,"Alright. Let me hear it. I know I'm gonna hear it sooner or later." My mom just stared at me for a minute and said,"Peyton why would you do this to yourself." I looked her dead in the eye and said,"Because it's the only thing that makes me forget about my pain from not being with Kate." My dad shook his head,"No da*n girl is worth that." I jumped up from the table. I could feel my blood boiling,"Kate is worth EVERYTHING!! Even if it fu*king means cutting up my god da*n arms then so fu*king be it! I'm so fu*king tired of everybody trying to tell me how to fu*king feel!! Last time I checked this was my life!! I'll do whatever I god da*n please to do it!!" I left the table and went back up to my room and locked my door. Fu*k this god da*n sh*t. I pulled out my knife and started to cut on my stomach. This time it wasn't just lines. It was a name. Kate.