Wait a minute thats it but what happened uh can u end your story then tell us it didn't really happen it's just a story umm yeahh u r gonna say what happened after right? Sorry I'm a bit new on this whole forum thingy.
That's really sad that all these things happened to you! I'm really sorry :,( Is that the end, though? What happened in the mental hospital? And I'm glad you have that nice guy in your life now
Thank you all so much for your wonderful comments no this isn't the end, only one or two more posts and this story will be over...here's a post fresh from the oven hahahaa ------------------------------------------------ A few weeks went by, slow as ever. Weeks of therapy, sessions, counselling, recovery, healing, doctors, and nurses. It was the toughest 4 weeks of my life. I missed him so much. I wish everything could rewind and I wouldn't have gone to the party, None of this wouldve happened. All I could do now was cry. I cried myself to sleep every single night...every night without fail for 4 weeks... After the harsh 4 weeks, it was time for me to go home. My parents cane to pick me up like a child at daycare, sympathy in their eyes... I thanked the carers for looking after me and left, left the building of my tears, my fears and heartache. I didn't bother to turn around to look at that place once more...I couldn't. That night, at home, everything was silent. My parents didn't say a word, I didn't say a word. I took one mouthful of food and couldn't finish it so went to bed. That night, I didn't cry once. I lay in bed staring at the ceiling. Thinking. * School. It was unbelieveable how much I didn't want to go to school...in fact it was the last place I wanted to be, but I needed to go...I need a future, this would be the past someday. I needed to move on. As I sat up in bed, I felt extremly nauseas...I ran as fast as I could to the bathroom and threw up immediately...probably nerves I thought to my self. I went into my room as picked out some jeans ans a T-shirt. As I buttoned up my jeans, I noticed they were too tight...I couldn't do the zip up. 'odd' I thought, I hadn't eaten properly since the day of the party! I ignored it and wore leggings instead. My dad drove me to school...the tension was unbearable... "Dad....I'm sorry." I finally murmered. "what?! Why are you sorry for?!" he questioned. "I don't know..." I spoke "silly girl...don't ever think this is your fault honey...you have done nothing to deserve this...." he stroked my head lovingly. As I arrived at school I felt sick again. "I don't think I can do this." I said to him. "of course you can, you're my girl...I love you." dad said and smiled as I got out of the car. I walked up to the school doors...everything seemed slow motion... It was empty outside, maybe I was late or just extremley early.... I walked inside after taking a few deep breaths, no lights were on... "uhmm..." I said worried. "SURPRISE!!!!!!" as my heart jumped almost out of my skin, the lights flickered on and there stood everyone. Everyone at school, with banners, flowers, cards, gifts, baloons, everything. Sophia wheeled up to me and I bent down and hugged her, tears filled my eyes. "thank you..." I mouthed as I was too choked to say anything. "Lucy...you're the strongest woman we know...we are always here for you...." the principle smiled. Everyone was clapping, everything was so loud, so bright and vivid.. I felt deaf, I slowly lost my vision and bang. I had collapsed. * I woke up in the nurses office, feeling weak. "wakey wakey!" she chirped. I rubbed my head. "you fainted lovely.." she said readig my mind. I simply nodded. Her mood suddenly changed, in an instant she was now stern. "when was your last period Lucy?"
:'( :'( Im Crying i havent stopped i feel so sad and happy and unsecure and isolated just reading this this doesnt deserved to be bumped it needs much more im hoping you life is a good one from now on and its obvious you were prrgnet and if u still have the baby....... Or if u dont its sad thinking of it i feel worse for luke he died... For love enough said :'( i hope you life is an exellent one for the rest of your life From me Name:SkrilleX PlaYer Age:14