Well I know you didn't commit suicide since your telling this now BUT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS!!
Awww I'm sorry to make you upset don't worry I'm okay now...but like I've said before it took a while, but you'll find out all about that soon:') x
Im gonna sound really uh rude but cheaters never ever win.. God dont allow it.. Although luke was really good to you..
The next thing I knew I was in a hospital bed. I looked around, an empty bedside table, wishy washy, faded yellow painted Walls surrounded me. I'll never forget the smell. Dust. Mould and Fear. I looked down at myself; i had White bandages plastered from my wrist up to my elbow. "noo..no no no..." I began to cry. I wanted help, I needed help. "help me! Please...no no no..." I wanted to be dead by now, I couldn't believe I was alive... "why didn't you take me?! You took the love of my life and my best friend...AND MY F*CKING VIRGINITY!!! TAKE ME WITH YOU! TAKE ME WITH YOU!" I screamed. A short, stubby man entered the room, he was wearing White overalls and blue over coats on his shoes. "excuse me..Lucy? Can you please try to calm down?" he gently said. "ARE YOU F*CKING KIDDING ME?!?!" I screamed, I couldn't believe he was saying this to me. He looked nervous but stern. "sorry Lucy...look you really need to calm down...I'm going to inject some of this...you'll feel a slight scratch..." the doctor said calmly preparing the shot." "what??...what are you talking...wait!! What is it?!" I shouted. The doctor smiled empathetically, "it's just going to calm you down so you can think about everything and talk to someone." he stepped over next to me and inserted the injection into my right arm. "OW!" I jumped. "sorry..." he apologised. I suddenly felt my whole body relax..I felt calm; my shakes automatically stopped, my rage and temperature cooled right off. "okay?" he giggled. I nodded shyly. "okay. Right, would you like some water? Or more pillows? Your parents??" he suggested, rubbing his hands together promptly. "my parents!! Please, my parents..and some water? Ermm...sorry Doctor..??" I said. "Doctor Sterling." he laughed, "I get this alot." "where...where am I? Doctor Sterling, this doesn't look like a usual hospital..." I said looking around. "ermm...I'm going to get your parents and that water...you'll probably prefer to hear it from your parents." Doctor Sterling sighed scratching the back of his head uncomfortably. "thanks..." I said confused. My arms really hurt, unbelievably excrutiating pain. It was a few minutes until the quaint face of my mother and the worried face of my father popped through the door. "Mum..Dad!!" I cried with joy. "ohh my baby.." Dad said whilst mum ran over and carressed my face. "where am I?? What happened?? I..I'm so confused...where's Sophia and Luke??" I asked, preparing myself for the worst. "look...Lucy...you're in...you're in a rehabilitation centre...for people like you..it's only for a little while.." mum began. "woah woah! Wait?! What?! People like ME? what do you mean? What's going on?!" I cried. Dad and Mum exchanged glances again. Déjà vu. "Dont you remember what's happened to you darling??" he started, worry and fear in his eyes. I shook my head, "I didn't want you to know...I...I was hoping to be dead my now." I sighed, ashamed to say it to my parents. "look...the reason you're here is, because of what's happened, you've developed mental illnesses whilst you were unconcious...ermm it's very hard to explain...but in non-medical terms...you have been scarred for life...after what you've been through...you're in extreme trauma and ummm, you have medication to take and you'll be better by a few months...they hope." Dad empathetically explained, trying his best. "what?...I'm in a...I'm not insane!! I'm not in a f*cking mental home!! Please GOD NO! I just want to be dead...with Luke and Sophia..." I screamed.
The next thing I knew I was in a hospital bed. I looked around, an empty bedside table, wishy washy, faded yellow painted Walls surrounded me. I'll never forget the smell. Dust. Mould and Fear. I looked down at myself; i had White bandages plastered from my wrist up to my elbow. "noo..no no no..." I began to cry. I wanted help, I needed help. "help me! Please...no no no..." I wanted to be dead by now, I couldn't believe I was alive... "why didn't you take me?! You took the love of my life and my best friend...AND MY F*CKING VIRGINITY!!! TAKE ME WITH YOU! TAKE ME WITH YOU!" I screamed. A short, stubby man entered the room, he was wearing White overalls and blue over coats on his shoes. "excuse me..Lucy? Can you please try to calm down?" he gently said. "ARE YOU F*CKING KIDDING ME?!?!" I screamed, I couldn't believe he was saying this to me. He looked nervous but stern. "sorry Lucy...look you really need to calm down...I'm going to inject some of this...you'll feel a slight scratch..." the doctor said calmly preparing the shot." "what??...what are you talking...wait!! What is it?!" I shouted. The doctor smiled empathetically, "it's just going to calm you down so you can think about everything and talk to someone." he stepped over next to me and inserted the injection into my right arm. "OW!" I jumped. "sorry..." he apologised. I suddenly felt my whole body relax..I felt calm; my shakes automatically stopped, my rage and temperature cooled right off. "okay?" he giggled. I nodded shyly. "okay. Right, would you like some water? Or more pillows? Your parents??" he suggested, rubbing his hands together promptly. "my parents!! Please, my parents..and some water? Ermm...sorry Doctor..??" I said. "Doctor Sterling." he laughed, "I get this alot." "where...where am I? Doctor Sterling, this doesn't look like a usual hospital..." I said looking around. "ermm...I'm going to get your parents and that water...you'll probably prefer to hear it from your parents." Doctor Sterling sighed scratching the back of his head uncomfortably. "thanks..." I said confused. My arms really hurt, unbelievably excrutiating pain. It was a few minutes until the quaint face of my mother and the worried face of my father popped through the door. "Mum..Dad!!" I cried with joy. "ohh my baby.." Dad said whilst mum ran over and carressed my face. "where am I?? What happened?? I..I'm so confused...where's Sophia and Luke??" I asked, preparing myself for the worst. "look...Lucy...you're in...you're in a rehabilitation centre...for people like you..it's only for a little while.." mum began. "woah woah! Wait?! What?! People like ME? what do you mean? What's going on?!" I cried. Dad and Mum exchanged glances again. Déjà vu. "Dont you remember what's happened to you darling??" he started, worry and fear in his eyes. I shook my head, "I didn't want you to know...I...I was hoping to be dead my now." I sighed, ashamed to say it to my parents. "look...the reason you're here is, because of what's happened, you've developed mental illnesses whilst you were unconcious...ermm it's very hard to explain...but in non-medical terms...you have been scarred for life...after what you've been through...you're in extreme trauma and ummm, you have medication to take and you'll be better by a few months...they hope." Dad empathetically explained, trying his best. "what?...I'm in a...I'm not insane!! I'm not in a f*cking mental home!! Please GOD NO! I just want to be dead...with Luke and Sophia..." I screamed.