Something Missing

Finally... it was that day. That night would be the night... I was nervous. I was somewhat uncomfortable waking up in my bed at home since Jillian hadn't forgave me for choosing Lyle over Mr.Cartier, Josh and herself.

"What am I getting myself into..." I whispered. "This is going to be... terrible," I said.

"Katherine? You ready? You have school," asked my father once he knocked on my door.

"School?! Father I'm getting married today! Why am I going to school?!"

"Your mother and I will arrange everything, and we'll pick you ip from school, and change in the limo on the way to the church. We have been planning on this for the last few weeks," he told me.

"You guys are crazy! I'd rather not go to school and just get ready at home! What about my hair and jewelry?!"

"We've got it all settled, do not worry."

"What do you have in mind?"

"Your mother will be in the limp with you and do a nice do-up to your hair as well as he picked out very nice and expensive jewelry."

"I understand," I said. Truth be told. This was crazy! There was no way weddings ever went like this! This was terrible!

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As I walked to school I couldn't help but get teary.

"Damn it! Damn it! DAMN IT!!!" I shouted. "Why does this have to happen to me?! Why me?!" I cried.

I couldn't help but run. Run towards the school. I wanted to get there as fast as I could and immediately apologize to Jillian and Josh for my actions and have them hold me. It was selfish to do this only to have them feel sorry for me... but I needed them.

"I hate this! I hate this so much... DAMN YOU GOD!! DAMN YOU!!" I sobbed. I fell to my knees onto the ground. "I can't do this..."

"Katherine?"

My eyes widened and my breathing started speeding. My heart felt like it was going to burst. I whipped my head around.

"Mr.Cartier!"

 

Haha no way Goddess!!! You are a waaayy better writer than me!!  Although I am hoping to get my novel "Amore Andante" published when I am finished! It's already 228 pages on the computer!