I lied awake the entire night! He was gone. That's was it... I had officially told him to leave me alone. What if he was at school tomorrow? Of course he would but... I was nervous... "Katherine! Time to wake up!" shouted Jillian. I opened my eyes to see the blonde girl in front of me. Her hair was in a tangly mess and she wore a huge grin on her face. "I made breakfast for everyone, I hope you like pancakes, because I worked really hard to make them! Haha I'm just kidding, they only took minutes," she laughed. "But hurry up or we won't have time to go to school!" she smiled and skipped out of the room. What an energetic girl... I yawned as I came out of the room. I had also tripped over Josh forgetting that he had even spent the night. It was nice being with the two. It was like we were already really good friends and it put my heart and mind at ease knowing they would be there for me. "You look tired," giggled Jillian. "Yeah, I couldn't really sleep last night," I said yawning again. "Aww, I'm sorry. Was it awkward?" she asked. "No. I just have a lot on my mind right now, and I haven't been concentrating," I mumbled. "Wow. I can't imagine myself with so much worries! I think my head would pop off! Is it really hard? Dealing with all this or are you okay?" "I'm somewhat okay," I said sitting at the kitchen table. "Smells good," said Josh as he walked out of the room. He blushed when he saw Jillian and so did she. He looked down and realized he was wearing no shirt which turned his whole body red. "Oh... um..." "Ah! It's okay! I don't mind... I mean I mind! I mean I don't... er," she turned away from him and looked away from him embarrassed. I smiled. I hoped the two of them would realize their feelings for each other soon.
I'm sorry I haven't been updating!! I've been really busy studying for my mid terms!!! I'll update today after school!!!
"Okay! Let's go to school!" said Jillian. She smiled and she skipped out onto the sidewalk with a huge smile on her face. "Although I'm nervous for you Katherine." "Huh? What? Why?" I asked. "Mr.Cartier is most likely going to be at school today," said Josh. He flung his bag over his shoulder and smiled as he past me. "Aren't you nervous?" he asked me. "Yes... Of course who wouldn't but... he... it's nothing. But I really am nervous and I don't think I..." You can do it. "Mackenzie?!" I shouted turning around. "Mackenzie?" asked Jillian. "You mean your ex-fiancé? But isn't he... dea... deceased?" "Never mind," I said. "I just thought I heard him say something but never mind it was just my imagination," I said smiling at the two of them. We continued to wall onwards. So Mackenzie had told me I could do it. I could face Mr.Cartier. Thank you... Mackenzie. Once we reached the school my heart was pounding. Jillian offered to come with me when I was going to go see Mr.Cartier but I had told her it was fine and that I could do it by myself. I cautiously walked to his classroom. I opened the door and there he was. He turned towards me. "Katherine..." My heart began to pound in my chest. It felt as if I hadn't seen him in years even though it hadn't even been twenty four hours. "I... I came to apologize. I didn't mean what I said but it would be great if we stopped being friends and didn't talk anymore out of school," I said softly. "That's all I wanted to say." "Wait! Katherine!" he said before I left. "What?" "I... I'm sorry I wasn't able to give you the answer you wanted to hear. I really like you as a friend, I truly do, but anything more is... not..." "I understand. Well I have to go so see you in class," I said and I walked out of the room. Tears filled in my eyes and I began to cry. Bull sh*t!! He loved me and I knew that! But why can't he just tell me that! Why couldn't he just tell be and be with me?!