---- Nameless's POV ---- I flung away the tray and hissed and the doctors who were clutching the needle as if it were a weapon. I was disgusted with these humans and I stepped back, my tray as a shield. "Oh God... Call Dr. Janie. STAT!" "Ay ay sir!" The blonde doctor rushed to the phone booth and they tried to corner me in this... New "room" of mine. It was still a cage without her... And I sure as hell don't want that. My phobia with humans is only triggered when they carry those beastly stabilizers with them. I'm practically cured, and I'm still here. Sure I went outside, but this was DEGRADING and HUMILIATING. ------ Another update. Nameless will have a name, and yes. He does go outside and goes to college. Ended his course last month. D:
Qin, I'm perma silenced. Yes, yes, and YES. You can kill the guy who called me a cunt on my wall. .-. ----- I was out with Fredrick tonight... It in the park near the place where Nameless was kept... I came back when I was in the middle of middle school. It was pretty embarrassing really. "... Fiona... I... I know this wasn't supposed to be an official date but..." My eyes wandered over to Fredrick who was blushing madly and gripping the flowers for life support. "I... Kinda fell in love with you. I'm sorry, I know I'll be rejected, you need a best friend, and your taken. So let's... Just wander into the restaurant. I just wanted to get this off my chest so I won't feel as bad after this friendly date... Please don't leave." He rambled on and never stopped unless if it was a pause to look at me. I was expressionless and he took it as a bad sign, thinking that I was going to run away screaming "traitor" or something. At first he was smiling, but then it ceased to a frown as his voice grew hoarse and painful from his cheery, hyperactive tone that was ready to burst with emotion. It pained me to see him sad as well, but it couldn't be helped. "It's... Okay Fredrick. Thank you for understanding." I was stumped really. It's been ten whole years and everytime I reject someone down, harshly or lightly or if they're courting me, I suddenly think about Nameless. Ten years apart and only a year to show affection. It's a strange gap between two people, but I guess this is how love works. "Can we... Go into the restaurant now?" He was blushing again and his head was down, his yellow eyes flickering over to the tree, and back to the diner where our supposed date was held at. We walked in and took deep breaths as both of us thought of different things simutaneously. "Ah... Fredrick! Who's this lovely lady? Is she your girlfriend?" A man with a heavy italian accent sauntered to us, holding a pomenarian in his hands. The dog was yapping at us as if welcoming us, and we both looked away. I was a bit ashamed for no specific reason, and I felt Fredrick blush from the comment. "Ah... No... She's my friend. We're only here to have a friendly chat, y'know?" "Ahh... I see. Her aura is very welcoming. Pepper agrees!" The dog yapped and I blushed at the cuteness. Pepper reminded me of Sugar, and that reminded me of Nameless when he was still young. I still kept the photobook, but did he? "Let's sit over there." ----- Gtg. Update later.
----- "Fiona... I... I..." I stared at Fredrick as we ate our spaghetti silently, my eyes not daring to move away from his face. I was on high alert, for no apparent reason. I wanted to make sure that I wouldn't be kissed tonight, I want to save my first, real kiss with Nameless. ---- "Fiona... Um..." It's been thirty minutes and we haven't talked... "As your... Um... Best friend... Er... ... Can I... Who... Like.." He mumbled the words and was red from embarrassment. I stared at him before whispering, "None of your business..." "Fiona... I'm sorry." He let his gaze drop as he pulled his hand back from mine, and I couldn't muster up the courage to look at him. I was embarrassed and ashamed. Embarrassed of the fact that it's awkward for the both of us, and ashamed that I'm close to the guy I'm supposed to avoid if I was ever going to fall in love with Nameless. "I... I have to go." "Fiona..." He sat there, hurt. I just kept running and running until I reached the other park, that was semi-near to his childhood asylum. ----- Short update. Yes. Nameless will run into Fiona later. Fiona's afraid she'll fall in love with Fredrick, and Fredrick and Fiona both are psychologists in training. Not to mention Fiona has a double take at being a therapist for Nameless rofl.