As this pride month comes to an end, I learned that even if I knew that I was confused with my gender and the perspective of this path, I realized that accepting and loving myself is the only thing I could do especially i was born in a slightly homophobic family. I really regret being afraid to come out of the closet to my friends and family, my fear of not getting accepted by the people I cared the most is what breaks me up. Just thinking what might their reactions already makes me want to cry. I was so alone even if I have some friends and cousins who talks to me everyday. I was grateful for the existence of this game to meet other cool individuals with different personalities who were so kind and really accepted me for who I am. Hearing their simple phrases such as “It’s okay” and “I accept you” is an invisible hug for me that I really needed. I know I should be coming out to my closer relatives first before others, I did consider that but it just needs time for me to do it actually.
With this month, I kind of also learned that love doesn’t necessarily mean romantic. It can be platonic, familial, or simply just loving yourself. Love can also be a passion and desire to achieve something in life. Also, love is something essential that every person in this world should have; in my case, I need the type of love in the form of acceptance.
To my Clubmates, I am sorry if I haven’t come out to everyone yet. Again, I was just afraid of what might happens next if I did come out to you guys. Someday, I will finally tell everyone about my colorful life in the right time.
To everyone who faced the same scenario as me, surround yourself with people who fully accepts you without doubts. Also, have faith in yourself and be the own hero of your own story.
Hindi ka sayang. You are not a waste. Anda bukan sayang. kamu tidak kasihan.
This entry is based from my own personal story and after I heard the song “di ka sayang” by “Ben & Ben”.
With this month, I kind of also learned that love doesn’t necessarily mean romantic. It can be platonic, familial, or simply just loving yourself. Love can also be a passion and desire to achieve something in life. Also, love is something essential that every person in this world should have; in my case, I need the type of love in the form of acceptance.
To my Clubmates, I am sorry if I haven’t come out to everyone yet. Again, I was just afraid of what might happens next if I did come out to you guys. Someday, I will finally tell everyone about my colorful life in the right time.
To everyone who faced the same scenario as me, surround yourself with people who fully accepts you without doubts. Also, have faith in yourself and be the own hero of your own story.
Hindi ka sayang. You are not a waste. Anda bukan sayang. kamu tidak kasihan.
This entry is based from my own personal story and after I heard the song “di ka sayang” by “Ben & Ben”.
, Hope that can be kept among us throughout the year 
