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So I finally got around to writing another chapter. Sorry that it's short and you know horrible. There's actually dialogue in this one...sort of. I hope you all enjoy it! }*{ "You!" I shouted at her as I stalked up to her. She just gazed at me with a blank expression as I reach her, index finger pointing straight at her. Everyone in the hallway are staring, but I couldn't bring myself to care. I was pissed. I didn't know why I was pissed, but I know it had something to do with her. It always had something to do with her. She was always the reason why my heart would burst with joy and beat like crazy—restricting any and all airflow. Around her I felt dizzy but it was a pleasant kind of dizzy—the kind of dizzy that intoxicated me with her presence. The kind of dizzy that assaulted my senses with her and her only. The kind of dizzy that overwhelmed me with an onslaught of welcomed emotions. The kind of dizzy that I craved for. The kind of dizzy that only happens with her. But right now—in this moment—I wasn't feeling the pleasant dizziness. No—this dizziness made me sick to my stomach. This dizziness made me want to hurl with rage. This dizziness was fueled with anger. Misplaced anger. On her. My thoughts travelled back to this morning—the reason for all of this misplaced anger. She was leaning against her car—casually talking to my boyfriend as if they've been friends since childhood. He was laughing at whatever she was saying and she had managed to crack a small half-smile. It wasn't a full smile or big one but it had still managed to captivate me. It had still managed to take away my breath—to take away my full ability to breathe correctly. It was the softest expression that I have seen graced her face. She looked—content. Warm. Her usual self gone, her cold atmosphere had almost completely vanished—she looked unguarded even if it was only for a minute. A wave of anger washed over me—it was unjustified—confusing. It was gone as quickly as it came but was immediately replaced by another then another. The invasion of emotions was trapping me under their powers—quickly fueling my confusion. It kept my feet planted on the ground—forcing me to watch as the scene unfold before me. My eyes widened in realization as the feelings of sadness, anger, envy invaded my senses. I was jealous. Of her? Why? A question I kept asking myself. Why do I feel this way? Why am I jealous? Why did she create these feelings in me? Why? The snapping of fingers broke me out of my thoughts. I glanced back at her—trying to remember why I was there in the first place. She stared back at me, eyebrow raised in a questioning manner, waiting for me to talk. I searched her face for a brief moment before settling my eyes on hers. My words died in my throat as our gazes locked. Her eyes bored into mine, it's guarded and questioning but the effects on me remains the same. My heart accelerated in speed, stomach clenching and turning. Everything in my body is shutting down. I didn't want it to stop because the feeling of bliss that overwhelmed me when she looked at me is too much to let go of. The pleasant dizziness was slowly returning but quickly fled as she averted her eyes—breaking me of my trance. I settled for putting on a scowl and pointing at her once more—forcing myself to direct all of my anger on her. "Stay away from my boyfriend! And me! Just stay away from the both of us." I spitted out through gritted teeth, venom lacing my voice. She blinked at me and tilted her head slightly to her right. Her eyebrows furrowed together in a small frown as she just stared at me. Seconds ticked by before she abruptly straightened herself and walked away. I stood there—frozen. Stunned that she would just walk away without a single word. Hurt that she barely even gave me any acknowledgment. As if I wasn't just standing right in front of her, telling her to stay away from my boyfriend and I. It was as if I was nothing. As if I took up unwanted space in her world and she didn't want anything to do with me. I'm nothing in her world and that realization hurt a lot more than it should have. }*{ Well there it is, sorry if it wasn't up to par with the other chapters~