I wanna pray to god, but I dont know what to do/Cuz lately ive been siden with the dude beneath my shoes/And god took away my freind, nah he was more like my idol/He said that the meaning of his life wasnt sightable/He got dangerously deppressed so I told him to turn to the bible/But gods power wasnt enough to stop him from turnin suicidal/I didnt know how he could just take his own life/I just wished I was there in time to make him drop the knife/And god just stood there, countuing to watch/Totally ingnoring the fact that he knew that I loved him alot/If only he showed him some mercy/But the fact that he didnt just made it worse for me/So as I sat with my freind while hes dying in my arms/Askin why I did not recieve an alarm/Yellin at the sky "why god"/My freind looks up at me and says its not my fault/He says that it was his choice, his own decision/He tells me that he no longer has an interest in livin/That he can no longer live another day/Constantly being made fun of because he was gay/He said that he can no longer stay in a world full of rage/I guess he was just done with all the hate/So I try to put my sadness in each and every verse/I try to show what its like see yo best freind being put in a herse/And he was only 21 and his name was christian/Which was kinda funny cuz he was never big on religion/And It just hurts when I think back when he was still livin/Its just F up that the reason he died was because he wasnt into women/So if we live ina world where all men are created equal/Then why did he have to die from being hated by other people?/ Not an actual life experience
K go to bed that's all I can. Tuck u into the bed? Dnt worry bout that bestie got I covered I'm back.
Ok you want another dope verse? @Hell Lifes that car we all have to drive You gotta take the right turns in order to stay alive Theyll always be wrong turns and dead ends But where one road stops Another begins