it's hit as hell in here, everybody wants to lose control, the music's turned up loud, the light we'll turn them low, wound up like a hurricane and my head's about to explode, can't wait to self-destruct, can't wait to let it go!!
after a year and 6 months its no longer me that you want, but I love you so much it hurts' never miss treated you once, I blow my heart out for you' let down my guard swear to god' I'd blow my brains in your lap lay hear and die in your arms, rapped in my knees and I'm bleedin I'm tryin to stop you from leavin, you won't even listen so fuck it! I'm tryin to stop you from breathin, I put both hands on your throat' I sit on top of you squeezin till I snap your neck like a Popsicle stick and no possible reason, I could think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live' tears stream down both of my checks' then I let u go and just give' for I put that gun to my temple I told you this!!............*pow*
i tear my heart open, I sew myself shut, my weakness is that I care too much, and my scars remind me, that the past is real, I tear my heart open just to feel, drunk and I'm feeling down, and I just want to be alone, I'm pissed cause you came around, why don't you just go home!
What can I say, I love Rick and screamo. I'm not like most girls with the whole love songs and crap lol
So sick of me being sick of you, and the way you look all things you do, you drive me crazy' drive me crazy' sick of being broke can't pay for shit' I'm about to snap can't handle it, I'm going crazy' going crazy' IF YOUR SICK LIKE ME THERE'S NO STOPPING NOW, GOTTA BREAK IT UP' AND JUST LET IT OUT,