A couple months later I sat on the couch and tried not to cry it wasn't easy. Max walked over to me " I love you" he whispered. Then he kissed me. As he kissed me he lifted me up never not kissing me. He took me to his bed (we don't sleep together) and layed me down on it we continued to kiss more passionately each minute the one thing led to another and we were no longer clothed. " max are u sure you want to do this?" I asked he nodded and we continued. The next morning I woke up in his bed I was feeling happy for the first time in awile.