(yeah, suicide is obviously a big no. He's not worth it, just imagine that when you do find a guy "kinds like me" it'll be better. A lot better)
(yeah, but just remember, that the one guy for you is out there. You won't know when you see him... You'll like him but you won't know he's special)
( by tomorrow I'll be very mad about this all *sighs* so if I don't know he is special how will I know he is the one? )
Jacob: *gently pulls her into a hug* ruby. I can't, i don't want to think about not see-ing you. Ever.
(he will ask you out. You will say yes, either because he's kinda good looking, because he seems like he has a good personality, or because you just can't help it. Eventually you'll know. But not immediately.)
Jacob: your nothing special? *brushes a strand of hair out of her face* I don't believe you ruby. I've never met anyone better, and I don't think I ever will.
(my teeth are clamped together. I don't understand how someone could do that! I mean... Knock his balls out of his mouth.)
( I hate my life. I can't even trust my family ) Ruby: *blushes, closing her eyes* your wrong (What are your thoughts when realizing this is 'the one')
(a cheater has no balls. cough, Salrion, cough. But seriously, with your sister? That's horrible! )