Our Kind of Relationship

I sighed. I walked home... By myself... I was getting used to the fact that Adam would walk home with me. I looked at the cars as they passed by and frowned. Just then I saw a car drawing nearer and nearer. My eyes widened when I saw Adam and Maria sitting and laughing in the front seats. As the car passed by I dropped my bag and whipped my head around. It couldn't have been them... It couldn't have...

"A-Adam?!" I managed to say. I reached an arm out. "Crap..." I quickly grabbed my bag and ran home. I ran up the steps and pushed open the front door. "ADAM?! MARIA?!" I shouted. Silence... They had really gone out... with each other... I felt as if I had been stabbed through the heart.

"Whatever..." I whispered. I shrugged my coat off and threw my bag onto the floor. "I don't give a damn."

I went into the kitchen an prepared dinner. After An hour passed I brought Sarah home. Three hours later I put her to bed and waited. I was sure they'd come home soon. Five hours later it was two in the morning. The door opened and I looked towards it sleepily.

"I told you this was a good way to..." began Maria until she noticed me.

"Arianna..." said Adam quietly.

I examined him. His hair was a mess and his clothes looked almost ragged. His tie hung loosely around his neck and he reeked of alcohol.

"You were late... So I thought I'd..." I began. I stopped and looked away. "Never mind..." I walked towards the stairs but he grabbed my arm.

"Ari..."

"Don't!" I shouted pulling my arm away. "... Touch me..." I finished. I felt tears welling up in my eyes.

He could see my pain as he looked away in shame.

I bit my lip to keep myself from crying. I went upstairs and went into my room. It was then that I started to cry. I covered my face with my hands and cried.

"Arianna?"

I looked towards my open door to see Adam. He came in and shut the door.

"Get out!" I demanded. "Get out!"

"I won't. Arianna. Why are you crying...?" he asked. He looked at the ground as if pretending he didn't know what was wrong.

"Don't you dare ask me that! You-you..." I couldn't even finish.

"Maria said going out would loosen me up a bit."

"Oh I see... So you loosened up with her. I get it. That's nice... Now please leave!" I said pointing towards the door.

"Arianna! For God sakes..."

"Leave!! Just leave me alone! I want to be alone!" I screamed and I fell to the floor. I burst into tears and cried.

He came towards me and knelt down next to me. He lifted me up even though I struggled to get him away. He carried me to the bed and set me down, pulling the covers over top of me.

"G-go aw-away..." I said weakly.

He then laid down next to me and lightly wrapped his arm around me. "Just rest alright... I'll leave when you fall asleep..."

I shook my head, but he didn't leave. I sighed and I allowed him to remain with me until I fell asleep. I would allow him just that much...

 

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