Heheh i love our nicknames and I felt really bad I don't like myself very much so it's ok, I already cry alot it's no big deal and thanks
Charlie you are totally something to cry over! I cry every night asking myself why isn't he my man?! :cry:
woman crying is a big deal!! And our nicknames are of course awesome, but nobody will ever under stand your lol
I hide it everyday, I hide the pain and I hide the tears.. I hate crying in front of people, it just gives them something else to talk behind my back about. I feel so alone in the world. It's a horrible feeling.. It kills but it doesn't hurt.. Music, art, poetry are my ways to escape reality for a little while, but when that song ends, when I'm done that drawing, when I'm finished that poem, I'm pulled back into reality and I'm forced to face the world alone . Yeah my friends tell me I have them.. But they just don't get it, even though I have them I'm still alone . I don't like talking to people about myself [I wouldnt be writing this story either.. I'm still afraid people light most mean comments.. But I'm doing it cuz of Charlie so wtvr] I don't like it when people ask questions about me. This may seem weird.. But I love to get lost in my dreams.. It's the one place where my life isn't as bad as it is in reality.. I love to forget where I am and just focus on my little happy place.. My happy place where I'm with my bf.. My happy place where Charlie is happy.. The place where there is nothing but happiness Ha! I laugh at myself. I know that will never happen. Happiness is something that just isn't meant for me.. But atleast I can hope. Hope that I can be happy, and keep the ones I love happy. I wake up in the morning and I go to school, school is torture I hate it. I come home and do stuff then at 9 something I talk to Charlie, I always look forward to talking to him. I love how he asks me "How was your day?" it makes me all happy because it feels so good to have someone actually care about how my day went .. Of course my bf does, he cares about me so much but I mean like someone other than my bf. My bf is exactly like me. And so I know he loves me But Charlie is so different from me.. I love finding out more about him and his life.. His life is so happy and exciting where mines is sad and boring. And it's amazing how he cares about how my horrible day went. I would thank him for the little things he says.. But he doesn't know how much his little words mean to me.. They mean so much. So much . -----
lol leave poor Charlie alone And no crying isn't a big deal.. Well it isn't to me. And hahaha yeah nobody will understand my nickname
Broken people only write mean comments either A-u suck at writing B-you have terrible grammar and spelling
.. Well they could say stuff about who i am.. Like I really dont want to write about myself cuz people might saysomething hurtful, but I owe Charlie a story and this is the only thing i can think of