"Jane.." His rosy lips whispered. "Mike baby wake up..." I stroked his hair and let out a small tear. "I need to stop dreaming of her.." He thought aloud as he sat up. "Babe... Please look at me." I cried to him... A pitiful cry that used to break his heart when I was alove. "Wh- No no. She's dead..." He cried as he smacked himself several times. Tears formed in his eyes. "Mike.. I'm here to see you before I leave for Heaven.." I wiped a tear off of his red cheek. "Jane. . . This is the most amazing dream i've had. Let me hold you before I wake up.." He sobbed and held me close. "Baby!!" I spoke into his ear, " I don't want to leave you. I'm here.. You aren't dreaming... Baby.." I collapsed into my world, my everything. He kissed me then. Strong and deep and longing. His arms slid about my waist and pulled me closer. I pulled away for a breath, which he really needed... But he wouldn't stop. The feeling I got deep in my stomach, Returned again and I gasped as he kissed me more. He kissed me more and my heart felt like it was beating again.. I didn't want him to stop, but I pulled away. He kept me alive... I needed him. "Come back please.." He weakly whispered. "It only gets harder everyday Jane.. No one knows how I feel about you babe... I can't stop myself from.." "From what Mike.?" He grimaced. "Its only a dream Jane. So I'll show you." He stood before me and pulked off his shirt, reavealing his abs and arms completely. Scars and cuts lined up his sides, and down his arms. Some were very deep... "Mike....?!?!" I almost yelled but contained myself. "I had to let the pain go Jane.. I've missed you soo much Jane." "Mike this is real. I came back to see you one last time... Why would you even think of doing that?" I wanted to cry.. I could feel it coming, and dangling on the edge. "I KILLED YOU JANE!!! I CANT LIVE WITH MYSELF ANYMORE!!! There's no life for me with out you Jane..." He almost pulled his shirt on, but I stopped him. I kissed his scars. "Its not your fault Baby. Please stop.." I began to cry as he slid to his knees beside me. "I was going to kill myself Jane.. Tomorrow... I wanted to be with you. Please stay here baby." "I can't Mike.... I-Im dead.." Those words broke his heart. He collapsed into me and cried on my lap. "Its time Jane." My guardian whispered over my shoulder. "M-Mike... Baby I love you so much. Please have a good life. You're the only man I'll ever love. Goodbye Baby. .." I kissed him gently as I faded from his eyes. "Jane? Jane!!! Please come back!! I love you too!!!!" He yelled loudly as he sank to the floor. "Please Jane... Please . Come back." I watched Mike as he writhed in horror of my final disappearancce. "I love you Jane." "I love you too mike.." I whispered in vain, for I knew he would never hear me...
"I can't be away from you Jane. Please come back..." Mike whispered as he lay in his bed, waiting for my return. "Are you here Jane? I have to know." I reached out and dropped a book into the floor. Mike took this as a yes and stood up swiftly. "Jane... I have to tell you something. It's the only thing that will bring you back to me Jane.. " I was confused to say the least, but waited patiently. Mike walked over to his dresser, and pulled open the top drawer. My heart immediately sank. I knew what he was doing and I didn't wanna hear it.. "I was going to ask you to marry me Jane.. I didn't really know when, but I was. I carried this thing with me all the time, waiting for the right moment... Why can't you be here.." "I miss you mike.. I love you.. " I spoke to him softly.. "I wouldve said yes Mike.." I looked at hime