Eh? Anybody can sleep with a woman... or indulge in sexual activities with a woman. It's not hard at all, pun not intended. Idc and idk who came up with it. I'm pushing myself to my utmost limits. Do I succumb to my hormones, morning wood and addiction or do i define as someone who wants again, but doesn't need? I'm shaping myself into a young man, regardless of my vulgar pins and sexual innuendos. I would never be jealous of anyone who isn't me... and if I was a virgin, I'd want to stay one until I found someone of my generation who isn't a hoe. Sure, getting oral feels amazing, sexual intercourse feels amazing too... but only cause of release which you can do yourself. Maybe it's just me, but I'm tired of wasting time on a pretty face and a thick body. I just want to do me and see what's to come in a life without release for a month.
And people just want to be with a good looking stranger nowadays anyways. They want to rush sh it, they don't want to get to know you... take time from your own sexual to get to know your partner or help them get off instead, smh.
Idk what I am... I got off one last time an hour before November 1st... I usually get off twice, but I stopped myself. Now I'm regretting it, smh. No changes so far. I still feel like me.