I FINALLY FOUND IT! Im so so so sorry guys. Im a bad author if you dont want me to continue then i wont. Im so sorry.
Kate's Pov It was a clear morning, beautiful and sunny but my heart felt the opposite. It had been over 3 months and he was still unconscious. Everything remided me of Ethan and it pained me just knowing i could lose him any second. After a few days after gained my consciousness, i was let out from the hospital but i remained there just to see how he was doing. I cried everynight and prayed that he would wake up but nothing happened. I would sit by his bed just to listen him breathing but the sound of repeated beeps from the machines made me cringe. He was getting paler and skinnier. It beame painful to watch him until i had to walk out of his room and sat outside in the empty hallway. My mind was blank and my heart was full of sadness. I didnt bother to dress up because it wasnt worth it if it meant for me to lose Ethan. All i wanted was to be with him but could it be that fate doesnt allow us to be together? I sighed as i leaned back against the wall. I closed my eyes and started to sob. Without anyone looking, i took out a picture of us when we were happily together taken at our secret glade. I smiled just by looking at us simply in love and cuddling each other with smiles on our faces but my eyes got more watery as i realized that we might not be like that ever again. He risked his life to save me but there was nothing i could do to save him except to wait, which felt like hell. I can't go on with my life, thinking that it was my fault if he dies. Just imagining a world without him, is impossible. He is my world. My oxygen, my home and my everything. Nothing can replace him and what we share is something special. I know it is because whenever we touch, its feels like a soul awakening feeling. The sound of his voice is like music to my ears. His ocean blue eyes are like precious crystals, that never fails to steal my breath away. I know that deep in my heart, he feels exactly the same and knowing that is enough for me. I rested my head on my knees and took deep breaths while closing my eyes. I was enjoying the silence as it temporarily calms my nerves. Then, i felt a presencse beside me. My head shot up to see who it was. A girl who looked like someone my age was smiling at me. I raised a brow and half heartedly smile at her. "Hi...um, you dropped this." She said, returning the picture i held a few minutes ago. I stared at it not realizing it fell out my hands. My eyes then fall onto to her, thinking if she was a person i knew but realized i didnt as she had an unfamiliar face. My hands reached out for the photo and clutched its end, then i slide it back in my pockets. I thought she would leave after returning it but she remained where she was. "I'm sorry, do i know you?" I croaked, just realizing my throat sounded a bit raspy and it felt dehydrated. She smiled and shook her head. "No,you dont. I'm Alida." She introduced and offered her hand to shake. I shook it and replied by telling her my name. She was pretty with strawberry blonde hair which looks slightly red and had piercing hazel eyes. She had a coat on and her eyes seemed a bit tired. "Is he your boyfriend? the one in the picture" She asked. "Yeah, he is." "Is he the one inside?" She pointed towards the door to Ethan's room. I nodded and sighed. Just talking about him made my heart ache. She seemed to understand and kept quiet. I think she was trying to keep me company. I probably look like a piece of poop right now with my bloodshot eyes and a runny nose. I glanced at her a few times but didnt start a conversaion because i felt uncomfortable. "You know, i also had someone who faced the same thing." She suddenly said,out of the blue. I turned my head to look at her, curious on what she had to say. She continued, "It was horrible. I waited for several months and i started to lose hope. I thought that i was going to lose him . I thought, maybe he was already gone from my life. Like you, i felt like dying but you know what, if a person loves that special someone alot than anything you can imagine...then its never too late. In a way or another, that person will come back to you. You have to hold on, until the end. I promise you, everything will be okay" She gave me a warm smile and then stood up. A man wearing a long dark blue coat suddenly appeared at the end of the hallway. He looked at her lovingly and she approached him with the same expression. I knew then, that he was the person she was talking about. She winked at me and left with the man. I sat there with different thoughts swirling in my mind. Right then, i heard a long and clear never ending beep. I gasped as i recognized what it meant. A heart has stopped beating and as much as i dont want to believe it, it was coming from Ethan's room.
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Thanks Julia i actually thought what i wrote sucked so i gave up. but i realized i was wrong. Im glad to be back