It took me several days to recover and my parents were okay with that, which surprises me alot.I guess to them its a good thing for me to get out of the house.During my stay here, I spent most of my time with Blake. Surprisingly whenever June and her parents were out, we enjoy eachothers company. He was sweet enough to come upstairs to keep me entertained due to my ankle. At times he would read something to me or we could just talk. Its amazing how we could comfortably talk for hours without getting bored. He sometimes carry me downstairs to watch some DVDs he rented and eat something he made. They were extremely good. He also bought me some novels(Vampire Novels) so i wont be bored when i was left alone. Its surprises me how well we clicked and got to know eachother fast. It almost seemed like we were friends for ages! "So Kate,you wanna do something today?" he asked "I was thinking if i could go for a walk" "but your ankle isnt well yet." "It wont heal if i get cooped up in here without practicing how to walk again" "Good point...Alright but can you walk downstairs" "Oh yeah No problem", i said and smiled. I took my crutches and one step at a time, i hopped downstairs. My one hand was on the stairs to keep balance and the other was holding my crutches. He helped me regain my balance whenever i slipped. After so much work, I finally got downstairs. I wenched open the front door and trudged outside. It was 5 in the afternoon nearly sunset but i didnt care, I was happy that i got out. I walked to the backyard with Blake right behind me. I sat down on the bench and set down my crutches. I tried to stand up. Blake wanted to help but i rejected it. I gripped the arms of the bench and pushed myself up. It was alot easier than the last time i tried to walk. My ankle didnt hurt that much. I let go of the bench and slowly walked step by step,forward. I reached the big grassy yard and sat down. It was soft and had an earthly scent mixed with the various scents of flowers. He sat down beside me as i lay down on the grass.He copied my action and a comfortable silence lay between us. It has been so long since i've been outside.Closing my eyes,i thought about several things.One thing about being outside is that i never knew how much I missed the sky,the smell and the warmth it gave me. I could tell he was studying me,rather intense i might add. "What are you thinking?" he whispered. I opened my eyes and faced him.Staring into his dazzling blue eyes. "Just some stuff" Its the second time i've seen him up close. The way i felt when he was close was sensational. I could hear my heart throbbing in my chest. His breath felt warm against my neck . I didnt know how his breath found a part of my exposed skin. His hands brushed my cheek. A familiar vibe tingled through my body. He was getting nearer. "You have the most beautiful eyes i've ever seen Kate" It was nice and somewhat strange to hear. Something felt so familiar and this moment really reminded me of Ethan. It felt like deja vu. His lips slightly brushed mine but as much as i wanted to lean in and kiss him with all my heart,I pushed away. "I-I'm so sorry. I couldn't. Not now. Not after..." I said and fell silent. "After Ethan?" "How did you know about him?" "You say his name when you sleep. I got curious and asked June" I didnt know what to say. I sat up and avoided his gaze. My heart was still thumping and i was shaking. I put my head between my knees and breathed. His hand found mine and i looked at him. He sat up beside me and smiled. "You dont need to feel bad. If you're not ready, I understand. A heart break like that is hard to heal." His hands were so warm and i felt at ease whenever he's around. I knew i could trust him but i wasnt sure if i was willing to forget about Ethan completely or realize that i was falling hard for Blake. My heart skipped another beat and for once, i was so confused and felt at loss. ______________________________ Sorry it took this long! Dont hate me~ Comments are appriciated
@ Pixie-stick, I love it more than u Cuz I lov it times infinity! THIS STORY! Do I need to continue for u to get the message?