A few weeks after, it was unbearable. Not a single text or call from Ethan. Everynight I kept dreaming about him, wishing none of this happened and we were still happily in love. Tonight, we had a high school dance to attend in the middle of summer break. I didn't want to go but June forced me to come. I looked at the dress Ethan bought me and tried deciding whether I should use it or not, but with one look at it , i started weeping. June decided to bring me shopping. She tried so hard to cheer me up and I was grateful of her. Her outgoing personality sometimes cheered me up. Without realizing, I was counting the days. Like 45 days without Ethan . I couldn't help it. Right now, I feel like theres a gigantic hole in my heart,still burning. Everything reminded me of him. His blue eyes, his dimple smile and even the sound of his sexy voice haunted me everywhere. He revolves around my world. We finished shopping in 4 hours and I finally bought a dress. It was pretty but It was no match against the dress Ethan bought me. I even bought new perfume, rose scented. I threw away the perfume I used the day I knew Blake was Ethan. It pained me to hear about it, think about it or even smell it. Another day was always a step closer to my death. I couldn't stand the fact. I kept calling June saying that I wasn't ready and we'd end up crying together. I needed Ethan. He's my everything but he's gone. I kept denying it but I knew now that it was completely over. We arrived at the school around 8PM. The music was blaring out and people were so excited. I on the other hand felt completely miserable. I just ate,talked to some old friends and dance a bit. I grew tired and get some fresh air outside. I walk to the deserted courtyard. I stand only a few meters away from the big shady tree. The wind felt nice against my skin and the way it softly blow through my hair. I closed my eyes and let my thoughts swirl. I knew they'd end up with a spectacular image of him. A tear escaped my eye and I felt the coolness roll down my cheek. Before it had a chance to fall to the damp earth, a warm finger stroked it away. A touch I knew too well. I flutter ed my eyes open but didn't need to and closed them back as he pressed his lips onto mine. It was sweet and sensational. I wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. We stayed that for the longest time and finally broke away, breathless. I started to speak. "Ethan..." "Shhh...I'm here now" He cupped my face and kissed my forehead. My eyes were moist and my lips felt tingly from the kiss. We stared into eachothers eyes and rested our foreheads together. "I love the way the moonlight catches your eyes. It's beautiful and you're amazing. You know I won't leave you...ever." "Then why you'd leave?" He grinned and kissed my lips. "You'll know soon enough" My face showed confusion but I replaced it with surprise as the music from inside turned into a slow song. He smiled and took my hand. He led me to the empty courtyard and we danced together, under the moonlight. Holding close as we move to the melody. I smiled for once, happy that he came back. Just as I thought everything went blissful, I felt a sudden pain in my chest and I collapsed to the ground. The image of Ethan was blurry as he looked down on me and mouthed my name before I see complete blackness. ______________________________ It's not the end yet :3 tell me what you think! <3