Prob the issue is you are 19 and no job while still living at home. Unless you are in college, most parents expect you to pull your own. As for your job issue... most places will hire someone who calls back. Even if it is every damn day. Why? Bcuz it lets them know you really want the job. Def when many others are trying to get it also. Depression isn't easy and its an everyday battle. But sitting in self wallow doesn't help either. Sometimes phones doesn't help as much as you think it does either. All it does, is fill the space of the day. When really you just need to get up and go out. Getting a job does help in a spot like that. Bcuz it makes you feel accomplished. Def if you can pay for a phone, car, going out... ect. No one said life is gonna be easy. You will have your ups and downs. But that is life tho. You gotta get up and make what you can of it. Not just lay down and let the world walk on you. No one can legit help you unless, you stop any type of excuses and make changes for yourself.