This I'm the opinion I have of you based on what you have shown so far.
You are a young man, hard working, helping, caring, and always trying to make people laugh around you.
But... You are also very closed minded, racist, in need of attention, needy, full of yourself, and you feel you are not loved enough...
I believe you come from a smallish town... And that could be a for reason you have the qualities I mention and the flaws I mentioned... (I'm not saying being from a small town is bad or good, like any other place it has it's good sides and bad sides).
The threads you make I think you only half believe in them but you post them anyway because you know they will get attention and cause a "riot", you're a bit like the movie stars... Talk good or talk bad as long as their are talking about me.
I seriously do think you are a good kid, with bad foundations...