I personally used to be one of those hateful people I would be very cruel to anyone that I didn’t deem acceptable to be my friend, but then I went through something that made me understand how others felt so I changed. majority of the hateful people just don’t understand that’s why they are hateful.
Here's the issue. All these depressed by want to cyber bully and disrespect others first. Nobody is butthurt, they just retaliate in a way that makes said depressed people feel even more worthless than what they feel they are. The ego part, I don't understand. You'd have to ask someone with an ego. I feel like depressed people are disliked on here, because of the way they try to desperately make everyone else feel how they feel.
you do not know the level of what i used to participate in. i do not go on that extreme of a level as i once did. and i have never ganged up on anyone purposefully. when i call people names, i have a reason and am not just doing it solely to upset them or hurt them. there is not pure malice behind my actions like there were 5 and 6 years ago. please understand that you do not know what i was once like, and i am not giving the specific details. what i am now is the result of years of working on my self esteem and taking into account others' feelings as well as my own. i understand i have a quick temper, and i like to joke that it's because i'm a redhead and haha stereotypes. but the way i act in certain scenarios is nowhere near the severity and frequency as it once was, and that's all i was trying to point out. please understand that.
i understand sometimes i do attack you, but please know that i do respect you. i find you quite annoying at most times but i've said again both to you and to others privately, i do not hate you. i think you are intelligent in certain aspects and very gifted with your lyrical work, and i respect that. another issue i have here is that you appear to be insinuating that i am bullying you, and i believe you are misconstruing the fact that i have called you annoying behind your back and that we have gotten into a few arguments, as bullying. yes, i have called you names, but you have called me many as well. and i am certain you have talked about me behind my back as well. it's natural to do so, in my honest opinion. if you have a high fame/infamy/etc anywhere... people are going to talk. it's expected.
Intelligent in certain aspects isn't a compliment. See, the way you phrase and words things is also part of my point. I'm not insinuating that you bully me. Anyonr who can't survive a whole clip from an AR can't bully me. "Misconstructing." More suspect word choice. I don't talk about any of you behind your backs. You're certain, but id hate to explain this to you. The 4NIC8 haters hold no value. They are irrelevant and getting upset over depressed adults isn't worth anyone's time. My time is money, so I must spend it wisely. Haters talk, the real dont need to. Even if I am notorious and often slandered... I AM STILL A HUMAN BEING. I'm not annoying, you see me as annoying, because the people you think around have that prejudiced mindset about me and now you do as well. My respect is earned. I don't give it out like candy on Halloween. It's like an achievement.
i believe there are many kinds of intelligence: academic, social, etc. i don't know all about you, so i don't know how many aspects of intelligence you have. i was only trying to say that you seem intelligent from what i have seen. misconstruing is not misconstructing. those are two completely different words. to misconstrue means to misunderstand. like i said, i don't hate you. but you continue calling me a hater. i don't hate you. but there's another reason why i get so mad at you: you dismiss people that have an issue with you as just being depressed adults, as if the serious mental illness is some sort of insult or derogatory. i do not like that. annoyingness is subjective, not objective. you may believe yourself to not be annoying, and that is your opinion. just as i have mine. i thought you were annoying before i joined the group chat, but alright.
I disregard every depressed adult who wants to make us teenagers feel as terrible as they feel by constantly attacking us. It's ok to disregard them. I'm not annoying. As stated before, you allied yourself with a group of my haters. Of course you'll start to think like them. It's not an opinion... Annoying is Alli when she's bored. Trust me, that's not an opinion either. Depression isn't an insult. It's the reason why I understand why the adults are so fucked up. They aren't happy in real life, but by attacking me, I'm just going to make them feel even worse than they already do
1. reread this section, because it seems you ignored it by you reiterating "i'm not annoying" and accusing me of being brainwashed: 2. depression isn't an insult but you use it like one. also the 2nd part makes zero sense. either you worded it incorrectly or it's a grasp at straws. i'm done now.
Your opinions aren't facts. I don't use y'all depression against y'all, nor do I use it as an insult. The truth hurts, doesn't it
She hasn't been in the group chat for weeks. And there is no such thing as the 4NIC8 Hate Club. I have told you a bunch of times that we rarely talk about you and if we do it's usually in passing. And your opinions aren't facts either. I never said my opinion was law. All I said was that it is your opinion that you are not annoying, and my opinion that you are. Annoyingness is subjective (opinion-based), not objective (fact-based), as I said before. Actually, you do. Especially since not everyone in the group chat even has depression. You're assuming that, and using it in a way to dismiss us as "depressed adults". THAT is my issue. As someone with depression, I am telling you that that is uncalled for, and am asking you to please knock it off. All it does is really make you look childish, and I do not believe you are despite the rumors. I am just simply informing you that it is insulting and immature.
But, I haven't assumed nor biased anything off of my own opinion though. I've seen screenshots and I've been in there lurking. We don't feel the same about each other cause I feel no need to base my opinion off of you based on how others feel or what I've been told