You know yourself that you say you won't do something if they stop hitting you, then purposely set yourself up to act like a jackass so they can get a rise out of you and attack.
You don't want this thing to end. You want to find another excuse to blame everything on me.
Your club fell because you made decisions based on your little boy emotions. Not because of a "stupid little girl" named Shannon.
Start looking at yourself and realizing that maybe for once, just ONE time, this could be your fault.