I've never been the lovey dovey type. Probably because all I do is crush hearts. I broke him. Just like I do everyone else. I made up an excuse to get out of that relationship. "I like someone else." He doesn't know that, though. He just thinks I dropped him for another guy. I just need someone who isn't taking care of me. I can't do it. I can't have anyone I don't deserve. And it was that way with him. He was fixing me, and I'm not sure I'm ready to be fully back together. Nope, I've never been the lovey dovey type, and it's because I run away.