Has* blah I would share my limitless wisdom BUT NOBODY CAN HANDLE THAT SHIT So I'll leave with a Go forth and multiply. ️
Your ego? Just srop giving a rats ass about what anyone thinks or what anyone tells you to do. Do what YOU want to do, fuck everyone else. They're just people like the rest of us. No one is better than anyone else. WE'RE ALL EQUAL SON. BORN FREE FROM OUR MOTHERS. Fuck anyone who tells you otherwise.
I don't anymore as I don't suffer from depression anymore. But wanna be riddled with scars and effed up insides be my guest imagine if you failed and became immobile? Just one of those ppl who live in a hospital drooling wishing you succeeded and you can't try again coz you can't move? Ppl don't think of consequences when upset. But op this is not the place to seek help unless there is a actual psychologist on here? Im saving to be a psychologist so I can't help you as im not qualified stay positive and go see your Dr :-D
And I have ONE MORE THING TO SAY ️️️️LIVE LIFE ️️️AS IF ️️YOURE ️️PEEIN ON ️️A ELECTRIC ️FENCE!!! PEACE Out, GURL scouts.
Firstly i'm not suggesting you go and commit suicide. But those that talk about it, don't have the balls to man the fuck up and to do it. They're just silly little attention seeking kids. Its called "more action less talk". But commiting suicide, it doesn't just stop there! Think about your friends and family who love and care about you!! Christ. GROW THE FUCK UP!! Damaged ego, pfft. Second. Forums etc. Are totally the wrong place to seek help. You'll recieve far more shit than friendly advise. Which is going to make you feel worse. I suggest talk to people who you trust. Suicide isn't the answer. Rise above it. Good luck.
The people that really understand what life is like are the ones that don't leave a note saying why they did it, and the people that are smart enough not to mourn them are the ones that sympathise completely. Now, I'm not saying you shouldn't seek help, and should just go for it, but what I am saying is there is a time and a place to tell someone, and this is neither the time nor place.