I'm in stats class right now, this is a poem that I'm just spewing out rn. The high school I go to, doesn't give a sh*t. I was on the verge of committing, my mom recieved an email from my principal, that was it. There had already been 3 deaths at the school. if they lost another They'd just sit back and drool. here is a cute doggo gif to help you recover from my sad poem.
There’s not enough drugs in the world to wipe my frickin’ past away But it feels like it was just yesterday When I found out my mom passed away So much I still have to say But I passed up on my only shot Should have showed you that ‘I love you’ But I was too busy smoking pot Too busy starting fights, and arguments and breaking rules Hanging out with the wrong group of people, because I thought it made me cool But now I know I was a fool Sorry for being such a jerk And now you’re dead and I can’t take any of it back and it makes it so much worse And I just want to be able wake up in the morning and pretend it doesn’t hurt On the day you died, I wondered why the hell you had to go to work Because if you didn’t, you would still be alive I’d be able to sleep at night Why the hell would God take you from this planet and leave me behind You love me? Vince, Monica, Stacey and my damn brother It bothers me knowing my children are never gonna meet their grandmother I just want to cry Actually I want to die Cause the day you passed away I bottled it all up inside A couple days ago was Mothers Day But you weren’t here to celebrate They say that when you die, you always make it to a better place That may be true, but without you I don’t know how I’ll make it through You always said you loved me, But I never said the same to you Circles and cycles and seasons For everything there’s always reason But it’s never good Never turns out as it should And now I lay awake and reminisce everything that you did for me If God is real, then how can any of this crap be meant to be? I love you so much, now I’ll never gonna be able to tell you that Just to see your face again, I’ll go through frickin’ hell and back But I know you never coming back I wish I had my mother back You’re the only reason that I’m breathing, only reason that I want to rap Everybody want to be able to hold me back and try to keep me on the ground They say that God is real, and I keep looking but he’s not around Ain’t nobody ever gonna be able to save me, I can’t save my frickin’ myself Need some major help Cuz I don’t want to burn inside the flames of hell Everything you do in life, is gotta be for something right Think I need to go to bed and deal with the pain another night I don’t even want to write But I gotta be able to cope with the pain. So I say to hell with a broken heart, I got a broken brain I just want to walk away But I still got a lot to say But I feel like I’m better off dead, or put in jail and locked away
You know when they say "Addiction controls us all"? Stuff like drugs and alcohol. You know it... it takes away that element of control. And our parents always used to say to us, you know, "Stay away from drugs." "Don't do drugs." "Drugs will fuck up your life" and I completely agree, but... Love is the most fucked up drug of them all. I can't control who I love; you can't control who you fall in love with. Like, you could be the most straight-edged person on this fucking planet And love could still make you go insane. Love could make anybody go insane
Soft lips, soft kiss Our bodies twist Contortionist I'm wrapped in your love But somehow that's not good enough I breathe you in, you let me down I hear your voice in every sound See your face in every cloud But gravity pulls me back to ground Soft hands warm mine Shift your mind A paradigm I stand alone on the beach Throwing pennies in the sea Hoping I can catch a dream I fill my cup with gasoline And light a match to set it free I've burned the town to smithereens But felt the fire burn through me.
Song? I got this Snow glows white on the mountain tonight not a foot print to be seeeen. A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the queen Hope i made someone smile by being stupid I <3 every single one of you guys
O-kay so I’m way to busy to make a quick colored doodle of a new pet or write a new story so here’s the spooky one I wrote for sherily’s contest. I was always interested in the weird stuff growing up. I loved the idea of ghosts when I was little. This fascination with the dark only grew as I got older, demons, witches, ghouls, everything. M̵a̶y̷b̷e̶ ̴t̴h̵i̷s̸ ̷o̵b̴s̶e̸s̷s̷i̶o̸n̸ ̵h̴a̵d̸ ̷s̶o̶m̷e̸t̵h̵i̷n̶g̶ ̶t̸o̷ ̷d̵o̸ ̸w̴i̶t̴h̸ ̸w̷h̷a̶t̸ ̴h̶a̸p̵p̸e̶n̵e̷d̴ ̵t̴o̴ ̷m̴e̶ As I got older I would see things move or hover in the corner of my eye. This wouldn’t bother me, I would put it off as an old trick of the eye. I̸f̴ ̶o̵n̸l̷y̸ ̵I̷ ̸h̸a̵d̶ ̶k̴n̸o̶w̴n̶…̴ Random sounds never put me off, shadows never made me paranoid. Until that night…t̵h̸a̵t̷ ̸f̵ü̴c̴k̷i̶n̴g̵ ̴g̸o̶d̸ ̶d̶a̷m̸m̵e̸d̷ ̶n̷i̵g̴h̴t̵ It was a just another night like any other for me. The sound of the heavy rain and thunder was ever so calming for me. The soft music playing through my headphones fitting the mood and the empty mug by side was waiting to be put away. It was a night like any other. H̵̼̼̒ę̵̓̃͋̏ ̶̨̡̅̓͝H̴̡͙̪̜̐e̶̜̍͠͝ ̵̫̋̓̈́Ḧ̸̖̼́ḙ̵̫͙͛̽̈͝ ̶̞͓̟͔͗̈́̅̀Ỉ̷͓̋͘͝ ̵͈̃͒͌͛l̴̖͇͛̒Ơ̷͔̰̭͇̒͒v̴͖̳̾̏͌̕E̸͔̻̯͗ ̶̢̯̅͝͝t̴̢̼͍̑͂̉̋Ĥ̵͔̾͝i̷̠̞͋̓S̴̢̤̈͊ ̷͚͈͐͆̇ͅP̴͖̤̞͗à̸̩̝̫̐͒͊R̴̒ͅͅͅṱ̴̿̂̓̚ But then the power went out. Now this didn’t bother me, as I said, the darkness was like a friend to me. So when a loud clap of thunder and bright flash of lighting went off you know what I said? “How cliché, you’re gonna have to do better than that!” Ŷ̸̻o̴͔̜̾̃Ṳ̴͍̙͉͊ ̸̭̙̯͂̔ȃ̴̛̳̈̍S̴̢͍̼̳͐k̴̥͍̫͘͝E̸͇̤̋͋̈́d̷̹͌͗̀ ̷̹̍̅F̷͛͊ͅó̶̡̦̟̫R̶̺̅̀͘͠ ̶̣̆̓i̴̘͋T̴͈̀͝ I decided I’d go ahead and go to sleep, it was late anyway and I had plans early in the morning that totally weren’t to eat a giant bowl of cereal and watch buzzfeed unsolved. I turned on my flashlight and went to the bathroom. I set my phone on the counter and set to brushing my teeth. I spit and washed my mouth out. As I was doing so I thought I saw movement next to me, but after flashing my light around I saw nothing. H̶̛̖̔͝e̸̺̎L̵̗̑̀͂͋ḻ̴̓̿́̌O̴̬͋̇ ̷͈̭̟̞̄͆t̴̨̄͊̂̈H̷͎̝͓̄e̷̱̟͊͋͑̕͜R̸̨̞̀͑̿̕e̷̤͕̰̊̔͐,̸̩͖̺̈́̃͘͝ ̸̭͓̓͑͝T̵̲̩̔h̵̞̦̍̀Ò̴̠̠̞̆̽͠ȕ̷̙̭͖͇͋͐G̷̹̮̑̃͌h̸͖̱͇̒T̶͍̃̐͒̅ ̸̝̞͑́i̶̹̔Ṫ̴̞̉ ̸̬̅̅ẘ̸͇͓̔͋A̶̭͙͑̒̎͜͠š̸͙̦͈̍ ̸̬̿̔͜T̷͔̩͑́i̵̙͕̟̋ͅM̷̨̗̻̙̽ě̵͔͖͛́ ̷̟̬̯̈́̋W̸̫̣̫̊̍̄̃e̴̖̼̞̍̒̃ ̴͔͗M̶̺͈̗͚̏e̶̯̊̿̆̍͜Ṫ̷̢͇͖ One last look in the mirror said otherwise. There was a tall figure behind me, shrouded in darkness despite the light emitting from my phone. The only thing you could clearly make out was a smile that looked far too wide for anyone’s face, it’s sinister vibe gave me chills. But in a blink of an eye it was gone. The only thing signifying it was there was dark puddle of liquid I can only assume was blood. Ḯ̶̱̝̳͕͋̌̽ ̵̞̤̉̂̚h̴̰̒̃͠A̵̼̫̥͇͋͛̑̉v̴̹̾̚E̴̗͌͛͌ ̶̻̣̯͑͗̔̂ḃ̴̝̫͔̃͜͝Ë̸̻́͆̒ê̵̡̡̨̦̌N̶̳͇͖̋̎̄̋ ̸̼͎̹̤͋w̴̧̪̒Ä̴̘͑̑͘ṱ̵͇̬̌̊̈͘C̵͖̜͌̿ḣ̶̳̽I̵͉͕͛̏͝n̶̢̫̥̟̅̉̀̌Ǵ̴̥̼̪̮̑ ̵̧̤̙̖̚ỳ̶̻̤̝̺̓̌O̵̬̩͈̦͐͊͝ű̵̻̖̜̀ ̴̨̠͊F̶͉̂͋͠õ̷̝̠̬̾R̴̖̽ ̸̤̏͝Y̵͈̻̮͂̋ẽ̴͙̐͆ͅĄ̵͓͇͐̕͠r̵̛̪̗̜͕S̸̿̔͐̉͜ I had never been scared of the dark, I had never been scared of ghosts, I had never been scared of shadows, I had never been scared of the things that went bump in the night. But that smile changed everything. I ran out of my bathroom. r̶̘͓̖̒ͅU̴̘̮͓̩̽̈́̚ṉ̵̈ ̶͕̜͓͈̏̕F̴͖͕͂̏̾a̷̹̾͊̑̄S̴̛͉̲̰̿̿̓ţ̵̩̔ ̸͇̞̈͝Ý̵͓͉̪̟̒̓͠ọ̵͎̋͒U̶̮̣͒́̒̍n̴̞͇͛̿̈́̕G̸̙͌͆ ̵̩͋b̷̛̲͔͗̚L̷̙͔͈̀o̸̢̫̖̱͗͐̆͝Ò̶͉͓̲d̶̦̉̈́̋͗ There was screeching in my headphones. They were ripped out before I could do anything about them myself. Y̷̧̼̲̓̂̅ö̴̢͈̮́̽U̸̩̟̭͘ ̴̬̐͐t̵̮̏̕͘H̵̳̗̩̆̽͘ǐ̴̭Ń̴̬͙͗̕k̵̮̮̿̆͒ ̶̣̪̙͔̓̎͠T̸̰̚h̷̢̤̜̫̏̀Ì̶͓̓͐̓s̴͖̊̍͛͘ ̸̛̩̊̇L̸͕̤̫̤̆̎̈́i̴̛͇̻̔ͅG̶͚̖͂̌h̶̟̹́̅̈́́T̷͔͋ ̸̥̥͆̇́́w̷̘͇̒͜Ị̸̯̗̖͒̔̎̇l̶̩͉̾ͅĽ̵̼̖̍͊̋ ̶̞̻̻̘͋̉̑ḩ̸̰͍͖͋̀͆͠E̸͕͗̋̅̑l̶̛̪̖̼͎̽̉P̶̡̣̆̀̃ ̵̯͆͛͘͠ÿ̶̪́O̵͖̪͑̎͠ṵ̷̀?̶͛͜ The flashlight on my phone flickered before it died. Č̸͉̉̏̈́ȃ̶̦͈Ň̷̢͈͓̔̈́̒ͅ ̸͓̆̋͋y̸̟͊̀̓̄O̸̦̪̲̿ȗ̶̢̦͕̼͒ ̴̘̝̈́̇̈̊F̸̬̠̘̮̈́͆̏̑ě̷͔̗̝̭͒̚Ê̸̮͍͚l̴͖͍̒͑͗ ̶̨̹̭̋Y̵̰̑͒o̸͉͌̔͛͝Ư̵̥̝͛r̴̟̱͙͔̎ ̴͔̍̈́́̆S̶̫͈̓̈o̶̼͂U̴̩̪͇̅̇̈́̂l̵͈̬̙̝͂̓̀ ̸̮͊́̈̕D̵̦̝̭̻̀y̸̝̹̝̎I̴͕̍̿͊ň̸̩̮͇̟̊̀͂G̷̼̣͉̳͊̾?̶̯̺̜͝ It was deathly cold. I could still hear the screeching. I saw that dammed smile every time I blinked. W̵̡̚a̸̝̬̽͠͝T̷̨̬̮̘̔́͝c̵̢̨̛̖̳̋Ḣ̸͖̪̌͒͘ ̵̙̠͎̆͗̀́ő̸̡̹̄̄͝U̸͉͉͖̱̕̚͝ț̸̮̆ My mug came hurdling down the hall as I ran to the stairs. A stray shard of glass stabbed my foot as I ran but I couldn’t be bothered. Ǐ̴̼͔̦̗̾͑̐ ̷͖̈́w̷̗͂̔A̴̠̤̠͋ͅr̸̛̫̳͌N̸͇̙̝͠ë̶̳̼͔̹́̈́D̶̢͇͙͕́̿͠ ̵̭͛̑͝y̶̯̑̍̐͝O̷̹̭̞͆͜u̶͍͎̚ I HAD to get away. T̷̠̹͕̳̾͋̿̀ỏ̴̢̜̼̮̀̇Ö̴̳̳̗̗́͋̈́ ̶͇̠̟̭͂̂̚͝l̷̮͗͑͜A̸̼̠̳̽̿̃t̴̲͓͙̤̾̒̉͝E̸̜͙͓̩̋͗ The front door wouldn’t open. I̷͓̝̣̽́̔̒ ̴̧̼͋̈́̆a̸̹̞̪̔̈́M̵̧̔ ̴̳̬̫̀͒a̶̰͑́͑L̸̰̲̝̕l̸̦̉̈́̒ ̵̱͠A̷̧̧͖͂͆̍r̷̟̱̀̈́̊͝E̵̥̭͙̽ȃ̶̻̮͎̙̔̽̓D̵̝́́͠y̵͙͇̹͓͑͠ ̸͇͒̀̀̑Ḧ̴̡̢̽͜͠e̵̛̳Ȑ̴̺̏͝͝e̵̮͍̥͂ I turn around looking for another way out. Another cliché flash of lighting goes off. H̸͚̱̱̍̎̓ē̶̢̞L̵̩̼̽͑l̷̦͙̬͂̄͊͘O̷͕̗̗̍̉͝ ̶̲̟̭̄̈͗ȧ̷͚̓̄Ǵ̸̜̕ȧ̴̢̳̰́͘Ỉ̸̘͚̥͑͆̚n̵̹̦͊̅̅͗ ̵͔̓̌́͝ It’s right in front of me. “Careful what you wish for” “Breaking news a young woman has been found dead in her home. Around seven thirty this morning Skyla Rae was found by a neighbor checking to make sure she was okay after the recent power outage. The young woman was found near her front door torn limb from limb across the floor. Police have placed the time of death around three o’clock this morning. The neighbors were reported having not heard anything other than the thunder and heavy rain. The only other details we could get about the state of Miss Rae’s body was that the corners of her mouth were cut to resemble a wide smile…”