Full of pain. Full of unwanted attention. I stare at myself in my full length mirror. Admiring my tears coming out from my eyes. I look outside the window. The moonlight shining upon me. How I wish to be a star... To be able to just watch you every night. But that isn't enough. I want to see you every second of every day. My love for you has grown... so much. I roll on my bed trying to shake you off of my mind. But then you video call me. My face brighten as I fix my hair and then I answer your call. Handsome as ever. I get lost in my sight. I feel stuck in a trance. Gosh, how much I love you... I find myself smiling at you as you tell me you love me. As you tell me that I will be your girlfriend SOON. But my question is... When is SOON? I ask you why you never add me on the social networking site, and then you say you will. How silly I am to think that I'd be all over your profile. How idiotic of me. How stupid. How... dumb. You add me, I accept you. I see your bright face together with hers. PANG! Heartbreak. I tell you I'd be right back; I close the camera and let my tears out. I shouldn't had. I scream inside my head. I talk to you through the mic and get my guitar and sing to you. My song full of emotion, full of sincerity, full of love. The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before? I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find This is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start Oh, but hold your breath Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find It's impossible So breathe in so deep Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap And remember me tonight when you're asleep Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find Tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to I stop and you smile, I say, I love you so much. You smile and say the same. But how come... I feel like it's not very much REAL? I open back my camera and smile to the fullest. You ask me if I am okay, because you hear sobs. I breathe deeply and smile at my best, "Your girlfriend's pretty. And she baked you a cake." Encrypted on the cake: Happy birthday and I love you my baby. PANG! Heartbreak. I joke around and say, "Would you bake me a cake?" He laughs at my question and says NO. PANG! I still smile and ask him, "Why don't you learn?" You just shake your head and move on to the next topic. Your sweet melodic voice sings to my ear. You sing my favourite songㅡ I fall for you more. I love you... I really do. After three hours of countless chatting. It is finally over. Some words you hurt me, some words you make me blush. Gosh, I love you. I roll on my bed, covered myself with my comforter and cry my eyes out. Not only just because of the pain. But also because you make me happy. So happy...
Erm well....... Nice song. And what Jada says is true, it's nice to hear that from a person, you know that someone is there with either experience or guidance. Good day.
One:Ok I'm angry at you because you didn't tell me about this awesome story sooner!!! Two: BUMP!!! Three: ELI WHAT THE DUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU. You shouldn't love that CLASSHOLE!!! He cheated on you FIVE TIMES FIVE DUCKING TIMES. Eli sweetie I loves you but GARRGG don't love him anymore. Now for him. TIME TO GET MY SWITCH!!! I WILL WHOOP HIS CLASS!!! How dare he cheat on you not once, not twice, not thrice, not fouice, but fice! Five time Eli. Five times! Uggh I'm get a migraine just thinking about it. Honey Boo you need to let him GOOOOO!!! If he comes near you and says "I'm sorry baby I want you back. Give me another chance" This is your response: "HELLA NO *Kick baby makers here* " You had five DUCKING CHANCES to have all *gesture to your body here* THIS. To late now JACKCLASS!!! *walk off super sexy here*" Or at least that's how I'll do it. FORGET HIM. MOVE ON. Life lesson of the day.
Oh and for the suppose to be cussing fill in the blanksI don't want to break the ToU and get this thread locked its to valuable to get locked
Uh.... ,_, Well.... ,_, Rose, baby... It was Emilya who got cheated five times. And this isn't a story. Just an update about my daily heartbreak. We're not even together... ,_, I would never say yes to someone who still has a girlfriend. At least he told me the truth, rather than continuing to make me fall for him and I have no idea about the girl. ,_, I know I really should, but I can't help but stick around. I'm such an idiot for being like this. ,_, I wanna puke all over. ,_, He's a great guy... I love him, but I'm thinking about ending this. ,_, Ending my life.... Lol. I was kidding. ,_, To end the relationship that we're about to go to. Because if I'm gonna be like this and we'll be together, maybe he'll do it to another girl. ,_, But I'm fine, baby. I am fine.