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Buying: Dank and sons writing desk Vocat wicker chair 999 Wood stove fireplace 999 Summer skyline window (T10) 999 Co-Z moon clock above plant Paschal rug WALL ME WHAT YOU ARE SELLING AND YOUR PRICE. I will just ignore you if you ask me to offer. Only buying with bentos. SELLING: Midsummer nocturne above bed: 30 chibis / 1.5mcs Beach life hanging plants above bed: 8 chibis Co-Z nightstand: 3 bentos / 6mcs Co-Z teapot and cup: 1 bento / 2mcs Champagne space lamp: 15 chibis Moose and wildflowers lamp: 8 chibis VIP life middle shelf: 20 chibis / 1mcs Canadiana fireplace: OFFER Beachnik above desk: 8 chibis VIP life above plant: 25 chibis Beachnik blankets above plant: 15 chibis Plant growth chamber: 20 chibis / 1mcs VIP life plant: 1 bento / 2mcs
Hey my name is Star, yes both in the game and in real life. It’s not short for anything. Surprisingly, I guess, I was going to talk about some of the things I’ve been through and try to motivate others. I wasn’t going to go all in from birth to now, that just seemed a little extreme, but I was going to speak of some things that have impacted me and the way I am. ( I haven’t really talked about this to anyone so if this is too cringe for you sorry). In a summary of what I could say were the most damaging things to happen to me in my life I would say it was losing my grandmother when I was 8, going into the foster system a month later ( still in it now though I’m trying to go with my mother, sue me I’ve always been a mamas girl), getting sexually abused 3 times, (I don’t like saying the R word because it seems to take a toll on my thoughts), being diagnosed with ADHD, ADD, (they are basically the same so I still don’t quite understand that l), bipolar depression, and uncontrollable anger and some unfortunate and embarrassing health issues I got from my (who knows where he is) father. I was never really potty trained so that should give you a hint at what one of those health issues is. I like to say I’m one of the lucky ones who didn’t get put in different houses every few weeks. I’m in my 3rd house and have been for a good 10 years (yes I’m 18). I could also add my caregiver to the list but I refuse. It was all really and truly a mental game, one that I still can’t win today. I remember it was the summer of 9th grade and I was ready to end it all, tears were pouring out my eyes,(dramatic but true, just like their pouring now), I had a b*lade in my hand, had already given up on life. This wouldn’t be my first attempt as that was just after I had been sexually abused the first time. It wasn’t until Shawn Mendes’ song ‘A Little too Much’ came on that I had stopped me egged down at my then android. I could feel his voice in my core, it hit hard. And then right after that ( I still think it is a miracle), Justin Bieber’s ‘Life is Worth Living’ played. I cried even more then and held tightly to myself, vowed to not let those thoughts get me to that level ever again, I stopped doing drugs, stopped dealing them, I finally let people give me a fist bump (I hate human contact) and I even became the manager of my schools softball team. I was doing good finally, well going good at hiding everything anyways. Soon enough by the time 11th grade hit I was sinking fast again, to this day I am. I’m doing drugs again, Marijuana, and Xans, and I’ve cut myself. The last time I did was a couple weeks ago. No one has ever noticed my scars or anything so it makes me feel worse. I try and keep my head above water but just as I can’t swim in real life, in my head I can’t swim either. I drown more and more into the empty darkness, with no way of escape. I found writing as a good outlet for me though, I even took a visit to New York Film Academy so I could be apart of their Screenwriting program, but I put that all to the side. I have no more inspiration to write, and don’t like writing stuff forcibly. I’m falling so hard this time that i already have my will written out and a goodbye letter, sometimes I feel like I’m suffering. I know this seemed like a whine thing or whatever but this is that part where I encourage others. Don’t be like me, afraid of not being accepted,( in African American), always leaning towards that edge closer and closer. Be brave. I have had more therapists then I do fingers and toes and after seeing and “graduating” from each one I only mastered masking my feelings even more. My house now is like a prison cell but I don’t complain because there are others who don’t even have a home. You should remember your loved ones who would do anything for you, something I wish mine would do for me. You should think of your future, make big things of yourself come true. Prove everyone else, all those haters and doubters wrong. I personally have been fighting for what seems to be way too long. You should go be happy. Ignore the hater they are always, always going to be their. You just have to prove them. My current guardian is supposed to be a full Christian but when she hears anything about the LGBTQ community she starts yelling about it being the devils work. It make me so mad because though I’m not a part of the community I do support them whole heartedly. I am a vegetarian (it’s going to be a year in October) and she even gets me always telling me how everything has meat in it no matter what and I’m not a true vegetarian, something my blood relatives have also told me on numerous occasions. But enough about my depressing life. I hope I kind of inspired some people to look at things from a different point of view. And a. HUMONGOUS hug *virtually* for Wednesday. Who put a little bravery in me so I can put my story out there. I even got so full of emotion I wrote a few chapters of a very depressing book I’ve been trying to work on (yup I’m a Wattpad Author, not big or anything). But really and truly. I hope everyone lives their lives the best way possible. Star?
Selling hunts beach house couch, above bed, lamp and top shelf, also last month spinner bottom shelf.
Selling / VIPlife floor Co-Z Ecru floor Co-Z Teapot and Cup Champagne Space armchair Champagne Space bottom shelf Fyuu-tchor nightstand Buying / Elegante White Oak bookshelf Geode above desk