Who the hell cares about being hated by telling on them? They make you feel that you're worth it at all. You think you don't deserve to live, that they're right about you. You want to die, you don't want to go to school Tell that to your director, and they take care of it all. Listen to Ronnie Radke and Rise Against more, you'll be fine.
Lol I never did, frustrated maybe but never hate lol speaking my mind is what I do brain vs. Heart
Show the finger to them. Scream whatever the hell comes to your mind, as long as they're insults and your feelings against em bullies. And finish with an emotion speech about feeling sorry for them and their need to control the weak.
And plan everything. Like this, Wait until you're on the verge of tears but not to the point that you your voice chokes. You need a really steady voice to do all that stuff I said before